Hmm... I'm ratherr lonely tbh... And confused. I don't have a clue what I actually want right now... I actually adore The Secret Handshake.... There seems to be a song by Luis Dubuc for everything..... God I love him.... He's so fucking cute it's unbelievable.... I was sat in the bowling alley in stroud on my ipod on youtube watchingthe music vid for Summer of '98, pausing it at every cute...
Yeah... I'm still not on my messengers. Still feeling the way I do, but I'll just save it as no one wants to keep hearing it and no one can help me with what I need from where they are at. -_- Now for...what to do anymore... Life just sucks and it's not going to get better anytime soon for me, so I'm just in different kinds of pain constantly as I wait and wait. Don't know how much more I can take..
...thing...50,000 words by November 30th? Hmm...I reckon I can pull it off somehow. So I figured I could use up this space by talking about something a tad more personal. So, why am I feeling so damn lonelylately? Well, right now it's because a large group of people are away for the week and I'm too old to go along with them to wherever they said they were going. While a couple of other friends have...
Gregory Crump paused suddenly as the unexpected package slipped out of his letterbox, interrupting his breakfast. Puzzled, he swiveled in his chair to face the arrival, his wrinkled mouth ...to open the parcel and wanted it gone quickly. With a scowl he eventually succumbed to his own fears . He wouldn’t open the parcel today. He would never open it.
How many more times in my life will I have to fall before I'll open my fucking eyes and see that none of this is worth it anymore? I've tried a million times to make myself believe that I don't believe...you, reading this... What are my words doing to you? What do they mean to you? So I have nothing more to write, nothing more to say. Maybe love is not the one to blame, maybe I am... Sincerely. Arie
I tried very hard not to mess things up with him. It was crazy, I had to literally call some people up in the middle of the night to stop me from saying things that would ruin it. I learned from my mistakes... I just wish I could forget it, but I remember it as vividly, and I'm sure it would flash like fireworks in my mind if he ever touched me again. It's easiest to remember things you want to forget
lin is tired. it all started yesterday when she watched the academy is...'s new music video in which william beckett (one of her favorite band boys) makes out with some slut and all her respect for him... she lost the spike to her left earring and now has to wear it funny so it doesn't fall out. she's homesick. she wants her cat and mother more than anything. she is tired and feeling very, very lost
jag saknar elina jag saknar elina jag saknar elina jag saknar elina jag saknar elina jag saknar elina jag saknar elina jag saknar elina jag saknar elina jag saknar min elina jag saknar elina jag saknar...jag saknar elina jag saknar elina jag saknar elina inte bara för att hon är den bästa jag vet, utan för att hon alltid kan få mej att vara glad och må bra. och det skulle jag behöva just nu. puss
...this, I recognize it, I acknowledge it. I don't like the presence of people, and it seems like the more I'm around them the more I want to just get away from them. So why does it hurt that I feel lonely? I've been lonely all my life, shouldn't I be used to it by now? It's just a surprise that I actually have friends. Even more so a surprise that I have a boyfriend. For a while now I've been getting...
