Oh the internet. Back in the early 1990's dot com was barely a phrase. Almost twenty years later, everything has turned into a computer. The children being born today were born into the generation of...I say type) our school papers, mail vs. email, paying bills, research, the music industry, etc. Everything has changed. If we didn't have the internet let alone computers. We would all be nothing.

...apart until November 06th, when he comes up to go to the doctor's with me and takes me home to go to his military ball and spend some quality time with Haverhill people. I think that break away from Maine, will make me happier when I come back. It's not that I'm not happy up here, it's just that I feel like my life up here, has nothing to offer. I started reading. "The five people you meet in heaven"...

  I fell asleep last night in your arms, and woke up with a pounding headache this morning. I'm eager to leave class, take a tylenol and sleep until I have to go to classroom management. I had...from my eyes, let alone even know I'm there except when I'm already down and there coming around with an extra kick. What happened to real friends, loyalty, and honesty with each other? What happened?

...smell on the breeze and be totally disoriented by the amount of green around me.  It might be in the 80s this week!  I called my dad yesterday and it was down to 20-something the other night in Maine.  I love Austin, but it's starting to give m the heebie-jeebies.  I think I'm homesick On another note, I noticed while reading that my copy of Masquerade was already signed when I bought it, and...

its amazing how one day can change everything. how one stupid fight can end your world. I'm clearly upset about what happened last night but what hurts me the most is. How you told me you were going to...past three thirty this morning. Just laying there waiting. How I woke up at five thirty this morning to grab my phone and see how I still had nothing. I waited all night for what? nothing.

  This week is certainly beginning to drag. I'm really tired as of right now too, and I'm looking forward for class to end, so I can drive home and crawl back into my bed. I have class again at...for all different countries. I wish I coul just pack my bags and leave. I want to do some more traveling, and I think taking an offer in another country would be perfect for someone like me.   

"not the tides that use to run" I've been thinking about the old family farm a lot since I visited Maine a few months back. Our farm was located in Gorham, Maine and previously belonged to the Wadsworth-Longfellows. Henery Longfellow spent a good deal of his youth there and knew it as The Elms. My great-grandfather and great-grandmother had to sell the farm when I was about 12 years old. The building...

                                                             headline subject quote- C.S. Lewis--                                              Take me to Narnia So everything is scheduled now...some camera time. I wish someone would just hand me a big chunk of cash so I can go buy the camera I really want, and a whole bunch of polaroid film, and fix my film camera. Wouldn't that be nice.

  I haven't even been working at Hannafords for a full a month and I'm already so sick of the place. Honestly I don't think it would be that bad if I was actually doing what I was hired for. I've...with books) so I can't wait until that gets up here, I think I'll put the vase on top of that when the time comes. And yes, I need to make it a point to start updating this as much as possible.

  Maine was fucking awesome. ^-^ MY friend's familiy's house is sooo adorable. I hugged it. XD It's about a two minute or less walk to the beach. Which is FRICKEN GORGEOUS. ( as you can see from the pic, one of my favorite shots). I practically had a stroke when I saw it. It makes you feel so tiny to stand in front of the waves, look out and see nothing but water. I LOVED it. We wer down...