James has been re-drafted into the Marines. And he accepted. I feel like my whole world was ripped out of my chest and put through the "obliterate"  setting on the blender. Then, someone knocked the blender off the counter to be slipped in by a drunk. I've never felt like this. I don't understand!! I was supposed to see Zombieland with him today, but I was lazy and tired and decided to stay home...