I am abjectly sad today. Melancholy. I feel like I woke in an emotional abyss. Or a deep cave. I didn't want to get out of bed. I didn't want to eat. I didn't want to get my costume ready. I didn't want...what exactly yet. It'll be at home or close to it, though. I feel a need to connect. I really hope I'm not so sad tomorrow. I probably wouldn't look suitably scary to the kids if I was crying
Ok So I have been going down hill. I have noticed this, I have been more aware of it. I have been standing on the edge of my sanity and getting scared of the fall. So what have I done? I've leaned over... I am standing up and I am shaking this off and saying very loudly and forcefully 'No' Of course this could all be a manic swing and I will be in tears by the morning but heres hoping folks! Dan
What I don't understand is this: why is it when I am actually prepared for something, say something like oh, I don't know, halloween for example. Why is it when I am prepared for weeks in advance, do...buying a costume the day before. I just want to know why I cannot be rewarded for NOT procrastinating for once? Sometimes, or in my case, most of the time, it just doesn't pay to not procrastinate! Ha!
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As hellish as this week is turning out to be, I can't help but notice that I'm finally starting to become so much less self-conscious about myself in so many regards. It's amazing what one is capable of...as of late, but the people I'm meeting these days and the friends I have are really giving me a positive outlook on things despite the minor adversities. Everyone, hey: Thanks for being awesome
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