Today! Is....kind of full of fail. I was drunk for about..10 hours last night and then slept for like.. 2 and a half. Anja and I have been trying to nap for the last 4 hours and the dogs are freaking the...us and that's that. He won't let us change his mind. Those boys are like my family. I don't know what I'd do without them. Hopefully tonight is just as good as last night with NO bad. We'll see :] xoxo
Bah. You know what I dislike about school? How everything is all calm and boring for the first month and then they avalanche you with crap. I have both a video project for my physical science class and...- so my weekend will be spent filming and sketching. I'm going to take a night off on Saturday night, though, so I can get some writing done. Been in a better mood lately, thanks to my fawesome beta.
Way too soon the touching began Much older hands, spreading much younger limbs. Touching breasts Touching mouth with mouth Touching thighs Initiating a life of lies Forbidden touching, a forbidden place Touching on the inside Innocence erased Touching threads of memory leaving each one stained Touching future thoughts Inflicting lasting pain
I have been wigging out for no reason, ALOT. I'm not sure what's going on but i scream and cry and think about cutting again and stuff at least 3 or 4 times a week. I've been thinking about Robert...the time, and starve myself to be skinny, and I'm not thinking of doing it again, just thinking about it.... I dunno, i'm fucked in the head I need help, so I'm asking mom tonight... *Is scared.*
...shtml Okay, for all you fans of the boys from the Johnny's Entertainment industry, picture your favorite idol (one you absolutely adore above anyone else) being the subject of molestation by this dude: I know that if it had been my favorite idol, Nagase Tomoya, I would have been outraged. We're fans of these idols and they could be getting mistreated by someone...
So tell me why I was molested as a child? And now my husband and I have a beautiful biracial son who is the love of my life and I'm terrified to let him out of my sight? Why was I raped and my virginity...up soon for breakfast and we all need to get ready for church. Somebody pray for me. Hope everyone is well. I'll check on ya laster, when I'm in a better mood. Love ya, Empress Ilira Chel
http://www.cnn.com/2008/CRIME/07/23/sex.offender.teacher/index.html Why the hell isn't this man rotting in prison? Why did they let him post bail? He is going to ruin the lives of more children, and...around and watched until I leave. I've never had the cops called on me. That's horrible. If they weren't being suspicious or anything, why were the police called? I'd be so so soooo pissed
Into your home, through the gate Without thought until it was too late I realized what was happening and I felt drugged inside my "no"s came out weak flirtatiousness, you thought...
A year and a half ago, my sister walked out of her life. She left behind a husband of ten years that loved her very much, but the relationship was broken. They were both immature and unwilling to grow...ex brother-in-law. Sis and the kids? Staying at the dealer-boyfriend's house, the same one that beat her back in December. She's been "trying" to leave him for a time now... Graaaahhhhhhhh!!!
Tired of people mainly people that are living around me and wanna claim that they are my "friends" and that they will never betray me and always end up doing so. I'm jus sick of not having anyone...one that done it. I'm really depressed here lately, I need to talk to someone and I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to and its really bothering me. Since I've moved back into my moms house