ARGH RANT BITCH MOAN COMPLAIN WTF? Things are always way too complicated involving her. Pissed off, stressed out, and just plain D < Lack of making sense, and I don't care. Might elaborate later, might not. It ain't important anyway.

Hello people! I almost didn't get up today. I was really tired, but dad made me get up. Plus, I had a test today, so I couldn't stay home. But MAN, I slept really well. We have a vocab quiz in photo...and open-note test, so it was easy, LOL. We didn't do anything in MindCandy. We just chatted. It was fun! And Mr. Robbins said he loved my dance from teh show last night and thought it was hilarious.

...lol the last thing i need rite now is more rumers being spread about me... also my dad ran over my favorite evanesence cd wiht the lawn mower :( but i didnt cut myself today yay! even though my mom wants me to keep my grades up. what a fucking bitch plus she wont let me get my nose pierced (even though my freind who works at claires said she could do it for free) and my brother told her about...

Alright. So my mom did call me last night AND she mailed me a birthday card and letter. Redeemed.

...to do. Oh - funny funny - I did my pregancy test (negative (which I knew)  by the way) and left the box on the side in the utility room ready to put out for recycling tomorrow morning... and YES. Mom and Dad come home a day early. While I am out. And I get back to be asked "How are you feeling, Sam?" - Ha ha fucking ha. I nearly died. I was nearly killed. But all is ok - seems to have been a 'was...

I can't believe this is it. Mom got rescanned for the last time yesterday. Her friend drove her down to MD Anderson this morning to meet with the doctor. The title of this post pretty much sums up how I am feeling right now. He said the cancer has taken over her liver, completely. There is nothing left that they can give her. She has, over the last five years, taken everything they can offer...

Today is my Mom's birthday, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! She is the most amazing woman who has been my rock my entire life.  Like many a child growing up, I wasn't the best of daughters and had my fair share of moments, but as my Mom always says, "We lived through it."  She knows me inside and out, thinks of me every chance she gets and would give me the world if she could (and believe me, she tries!). ...

...can leave tomorrow morning on United airlines for $312 roundtrip.  It's not nonstop but whatever.  I just have to figure out how to get to Houston to Kirbyville. It's a 2 hour drive.  I'd hate my mom to do it but she was so happy when I said I wanted to go out there to be with her for a few days that she started crying all over again.  Maybe she'd be fine driving out to get me because it's something...

...night. I knew that my pelvis was twisted but it must have been really bad. My neck too. I am going back on Friday for another twist and crunch. Gonna move like granny today though. I went to see my mom yesterday. I took a bunch of photos at the home, not of residents, just stuff. Of course the photos I wanted to turn out - didn't - all of the close ups like the one above. My mom's hand and mine....

...week. Not sure when I'm moving. Hopefully soon. I'm going insane feeling so unsettled. ---- Umm I just wandered off and cleaned up my room for a bit & then again. To trade vehicles back with the mom. ---- In good news the mom has been awesome lately. Really helpful and strong. She and her long time bf of 8 years or so just got a house in a better part of Flint, renting. Which is good... the...