Cried over an hour on the bus way back home.......

If it's true, why did god leave me there for this 5 months? If it's true, why did loneliness overwhelm me always?? If it's true, why did tears aways come out  unconciously??? If it's true, why do i always long 4 everything i cant get???? If it's true, could there be anything other than hopeless coming???

 More : Delivery / preparing beverages....etc BE 元気!!!!! 頑張!!!!

Not to complain, but to remark the toughness the way back into normal after shutting myself in the darkness & depressing HELL  for 113days To cleaning...to keep doing sth that i used to appoint others. Really, hv already to remind oneself to bare the decision had made. Come on!!! Enjoy what i m doing, and believe that's the way back into precious loves.

  Why do we love??? & Why do we long for love??? & What is love??? Those we love and those who love us always bring us SMILE, LAUGH, HAPPINESS, EXCITMENT, RELAXATION, AMAZEMENT,  TEARS...DISAPPOINTMENT, etc... So,  WHY??? we still love and still  long for love??? really weird & mysterious!!! WHAT's love??? No matter we got the  answer or not, Love still goes on and on... ❤

Oddałam telefon na gwarancję, żeby wymienili mi wyświetlacz. Gratis dostałam nowe guziczki i aktualizację software'u. To, równa się brak starych smsów. Miałam tam życzenia urodzinowe sprzed roku. I wszystkie... proszę daj mi znać. PEES4. Powinnam cały weekend siedzieć na dupie i robić cokolwiek innego niż to, co mam w planach. Czasami nienawidzę samej siebie. *Temat brzmi jak tytuł Rozmów w toku... o.