What is my motivation at this junction in life? What will spur me on to do the things i want to do? Nay! Do the things I NEED to do to survive. Having my own place will be a blast. I should be able to have over whomever I want, without repercussions or criticism. I can decorate as I feel (within the limits of the rental agreement of course), and leave my place as messy as I want. I have freedom to...
BLAH! The thing I hate about depression is how the past year or so it sneaks up on me and I don't realize I'm depressed until I'm trying to do something and I realize I have no desire to do anything! ... -Find internship -Sort out headspace -start meditating and image streaming once a day -Martial arts hour a day (focus and discipline!) Cheerio. I'll post later for what I get done today
It is a struggle to get me out the door again for even the briefest workouts. My left foot is giving me grief. Every time I go running I need to take 4 days off after to let my foot recover. I could understand...30+ laps or 150+k So these things seem to be leading me in the direction that all I really need to do at this point is get out of the house. I don't need to got hard or long, but I do need to go
... I'm not great at reaching out, but have tried a few times with very little response which just makes me retreat. I am questioning my path. I am not feeling very priestly. I have lost my motivation somehow and am not sure how to get it back. I am still wearing white and my ilekes, but that's about the extent of my practice right now. I need better discipline and commitment, but really...
If Senator Stevens were a maverick, he'd resign today. If Governor Palin were a maverick, she'd be giving press conferences. If Senator McCain were a maverick, he'd have been doing a far better job... But, I can say I've been ultra maverick in other ways recently, including one very personal and private way last night. Hoozah! And tomorrow, this maverick will be carving pumpkins with Eric!
There is not much to write about tonight...I just got fired from my job about ten minutes ago. It doesn't surprise me one bit. That company has been one of the shittiest and stupidest I've worked for yet. Its manager was quite selfish. The company itself is pretty much going downhill. Anyway, I need to make plans for looking for a new job tomorrow. Goodnight.
I seem to have lost all motivation to do anything creative and have grown content to sit home and nap or watch nerd cinema....I call bullshit on this! I need to force myself to stay awake to turn of the goddamn sorcers stone and do some damn drawings and finish dumb things I start.
Сегодня поехал в библиотеку заниматься бухгалтерией как всегда. Но не смог толком понять ничего из того, что читал. Почему-то голова упорно не хотела концентрироваться на боки и мысли витали где попало...использую беруши для предотвращения вылета мыслей и информации за пределы головы. :-( Пришлось вернуться домой совсем рано. Вот Ромка проснётся, поедем в парк гулять. Надо бы мне немного отвлечься
How to Be Successful Many people want to achieve success in life, but it's easier said than done. There are so many distractions that it can be challenging to discipline one's self to accomplish...that you push away family, friends, and the things that make you truly happy. What's the point of becoming successful if you look back and regret how you treated the people you care about?
Well, hello everyone my name is VmDark and I am totally new here! Today I was in the urge to right something and other places made me sort of "tiddly winked" since they wouldn't pay attention to what...in Darkness @ http://pizza-pimp.livejournal.com/2418.html There are others that I worked on for other places as contest featurettes But, for sure check out Sele Thanks and write to you laters VmDar
