...is it age? is it a lifestyle adjustment? is it the natural progression of things? I know naught. The only thing I do know, is that it is coming up on a year since the last entry I posted on this online...I could move on to another opportunity and unleash the beast, so to speak. I can only hope. Otherwise, i feel so wasted...so wrongly expended. a jammed gun. an empty shell. and a target missed