I hit rock bottom Wednesday. We were in the SPS room working on the latest Astrophysics homework. Out of complete frustration, I barely worked and just wanted to cuss out the course and the fucking homework...this new-found realisation to the remaining problem assignments, the observation project, and the annoying articles presentation, then I think I may actually be able to learn something and pass

Что-то быстро мне дизайны моего журнала надоедают... когда же я найду "свой"? 

Tonight, my Spanish homework was to write a eulogy for one of my classmates. It's easily one of the darkest assignments I've ever had, although goofy in nature. So tomorrow morning I will be DONE with...! I AM SO HAPPY. IS IT REALLY POSSIBLE THAT THE HELL OF APPLYING TO COLLEGE IS OVER AND DONE WITH?! No. Because now I have to wait for decisions. On the very very very BRIGHT side, tomorrow is Halloween!

Сьогодні пролунало кілька фактів, до того відомих. У жінок гірше з аналітичним мисленням. І у творчих людей з цим також не все так склалося...))) 2 з 2... хоча я навіть не задумувалась чому я спочатку...про фотографії з людбми, яідля мене так багато означали в різний час... і саме через це я їх зараз майже не бачу/спілкуюся/чую звістки... почну... з минулого року. з найболючішого. R.I.P. [one life

     XD GaBiGaiL!!! I need to show this to her. Well, today.... Hmm... Let's see...      Soo... Today was kinda HAHA-LAUGH-ALL-DAY kinda day, you know? Probably not. ;D You'd probably have to be like...I only just noticed that his last name is CUPino not CAPino... So now Gabigail Cappy is now Gabigail Cuppy! XD Well, that's all... Oh, and now I have his AIM. XD Even though I dun't need it. ==;

* No school this week, but I still had to do a lot for school (this is not usual for me…) I had to read some books, one of them is English, “Death of A Salesman”. It is easy to read, but it’s boring. I...when my mum decided to buy some black mesh tights with embedded flowers. I told her not to, she’d never wear those, but she bought them. Well, my dad bought them, and we stood there laughing at him

I prayed the last nights to everything become better and brighter in my life. I don't know if anyone heard me but it is. It's a little bit better. The stress in my daily life is like a dark person who...if I will feel love again. Love for someone real. Sometimes it seems like my TV shows save and kill me at the same time. Save me from the dark but hide me from my real life. current mood nervou

... ihr könnt doch lesen!? O.O Und was ist jetzt mir Arcor? Habt ihr das auch wieder rückgängig gemacht?

Это трындец! Ну как так можно! аааааа Сижу дома одна, собираюсь в ванну. Чувствую, запах в квартире, будто кто-то бумагу жжёт. Думаю, вдруг это дети газеты в почтовом ящике поджигают? Выглядываю за дверь... Минут 30 никого в подьезд не пускали, я зашла вот только недавно. В доме вонь. Б@@, как здесь спать! Меня колотит от страха. Руки дрожат. Скорей бы вернулся М. Мне срочно требуется его мужское плечо..