so its halloween tomorrow, ive been stressed out lately because of my friends and because of myself. I wish little things didnt bother me as much as they did, but alas, I am so empathetic towards others and at the same time I cant keep my mouth shut about things...I cant help it when I fell bad I want to talk to my friends about things. So I have two costumes for tomorrow, one is like Selene from Underworld...

недавно пал жертвой замечательного фотографа и просто прекрасной и любимой девушки black_rooliana . Небольшой фото-сет об осени и обо мне. Автор Abandoned Autumn Set - bw ... Abandoned Autumn Set - colour Автор Abandoned Autumn Set - colour ссылки на фотоальбоме на picasa b/w color и эта... громко не смеяться ;)

я совсем не чувствую запаха духов на себе...причем, запахи тела, независимо от того приятны они мне или нет я чувствую в полной палитре, особенно во время фитнеса... Первые духи, которые я себе купила...гениальные выводы перед удалением очередного нерва из очередного зуба, пожалуй, сделаю подарок своему стоматологу надушусь чем-нибудь вкусненьким, чтобы ему приятно, и он мне побыстрее все сделал

bad - abused on the way to my gfs house - gay bashed by other gays - no school for a week - injuries need to be healed - halloween dance - candy good - dexter - dexterxrudy ♥ - school next week - halloween - candy - candy - candy

...Мой любимый мужчина. Прекрасный. Желанный. Я молюсь за тебя каждый день, каждую секунду, только бы у тебя всё было хорошо. Просто верь - и всё сбудется. и всё будет лучше, чем раньше. ...Силы!... До 30.10.2009. А может, и дольше. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Я люблю Тебя, счастье ты моё.

хочу в боулинг или бильярд.. кто составит компанию?

my stomach really so pain le!! haiz~ this morning while we waiting for our lecturer came in to lab me n sanggy ym in lab even tough we sit so near haha~ (nis din come coz she not feeling well) we chat...silly le.. i think i cant get who is that person that he/she like dunno who~ who know then tell me la.. wahahaha~ n now i just know my stomach still pain, dunno tomolo can go college anot..

... oh wanna know the smartest thing ive done in days? jumped into a pool in 59 degree weather and remained in for about an hour completing and catching up on some training wrecking people and myself frodo dies when i enter a fight and monstrosity pops up that masochistic demon severs the connections between me and my mouth flips off the world puts up his fists and is willing to take on anyone...

Yesterday was a rough day. But let's just skip to the incidents after the sunset. There's this lad who works in the same office room, whom I'm friends with... sorta. He often does not have what to say... Well, apparentely, people do that all the time, because, no long after that, he insulted my looks as well. Seriously, one's confidence can only take so much sabotage at a time. Dorota, cover my mirrors.