It's a fact: old horses are more prone to neglect and related abuse than a younger horse. I challenge anyone in the horse world to tell me otherwise, especially where turnstile teaching barns and race...it could survive and be happy again, take it to a rescue place. Alberta has lots of them, go and googe it , like I just did for you. Jodi, I didn't know you, but babe, there are better ways to die.

olalala! okok. pardon for neglecting this eljay again. i just cant stop updating @ blogger . to me, its still the best. *eljay-ians, beat me up yea* hahahaha. well, HOLIDAYS are here... i LOVE December, can i? LOLOLOLOL. alright2. think i had typed long enough. pictures? well, you can go to my blogspot & check it out. http:// picture - parfaite .blogspot.com toodles ppl!  

...at heart, but I still smile from the inside out at Turkey-time & Santa Claus-time.  I have been so caught up in the seasonal atmosphere, at work, at home, & with friends and family that I have neglected keeping this journal updated for a few weeks now.  I do, usually late at night, do some reading of friends journals and exploring a bit, and I really appreciate reading about your thoughts, feelings...

You know, I just realized something, Mira's gotten a 'curse you' from Zurg, and so has Booster, but never have I! Never have I heard a 'curse you XR'. Why's that? Am I not important enough for the bigshot... enough for the big purple potentate? Mm? WELL APPARENTLY I'M NOT IMPORTANT ENOUGH FOR ANYONE TO COMMENT ON MY JOURNALS! EXCEPT ZIM! AND I'D RATHER HE DIDN'T! Guh. Why won't Booster get an LJ?

I think that from now on, I shall be chronicling my mood. I need to understand my depression more, and I think that this'll help. Today, as I was sitting in gym class and watching seminars, my friend enters...notice? Does anybody care? I dunno. Maybe it would be better off if I only wrote to myself amongst this faceless community of souls. It'll hurt less when you dont care because I dont know you.   

If you know me, you know that I am an exceptionally nice person. I am the type of person who would go out of my way to see someone smile, or just to attempt to do so. I would give you the shirt of my...my awesome ass. For the people who actually care, thank you. You guys keep me sane, and I will be forever in your gratitude for that. I'm not mentioning names; you can pretty much guess who you are.