i am going to fail OSCES because i ponned today's lab session, thinking that i can practice the skills some time nxt week instead, but no. the lab tech is anal & the nursing lab is too small to cater to all their students (so why expand the cohort DAMNIT? obviously a case of quantity over quality). so yes... I AM DEAD. i can't dilute drugs properly.

i am feeling extremely warm & sleepy now. the weather is pure shit and i've had many revelations today. gripes about my poor communication skills: i am extremely troubled by my garrulous and embarrassing...today (:(: how funnnnn but babies suck when they cry. its so weird how my polar bear's account has been getting plenty of friend requests from fellow fb bear accounts. everyone is going bonkers.

it took me three frigging hours to watch a 40mins GG episode! because the damned episode restarted itself twice at the halfway mark & i had to reload everything. how absolutely irksome! but chuck/blair...like 30+++ songs and one of my favs is rachael yamagata's worn me down (: she's so pretty; she's so damn right but i'm so tired of thinking about her tnite oh dear i am in missing-hc-mood again.

But I'm writing a post instead!  Woo! Apparently the test we took on monday went very badly for almost everyone.  Our professors are now scrambling to set up weekly study sessions in which they would...on a piece of toast for lunch.  i plan on banana bread as a supplement to that. With that, I leave you, because I really do need to study for my nursing research class.  and have some more tea.  

This time we're not giving up, Let's make it last forever, Screaming "Hallelujah". We'll make it last forever. -- i think i screwed up my oral presentation today. sighs! but nothing can...to be good at anything now. mental note to self: talk more slowly during presentation & be less garbled & convoluted. NEED.TO.RUN.AWAY.FROM.THIS.PLACE. HATE.PRESENTATIONS. hate. hate. hate.

So much has happened in the last year. My mother had a heart attack (she's fine now) and I finally finished LPN school. I wasn't sure I was going to make it there for a while... I just have...her out for dinner and hopefully get my DVDs back! LOL   I have to see the doctor in a few hours and need to get some sleep. I get to schedule my colonoscopy tomorrow! Yay! *head desk*

hello zomg i'm feeling quite iffy & scared now cos its already wed night!! and i havent finalised the nursing diagnoses for my case study!! arghs!! good news is, my ppt is like 95% done. i hope i dont... days should ideally start at 2pm and end at like 10pm. so we can sleep more & watch tv now & do fun things more. btw i created a fb account for my teddybear omgggg i'm so boliao.  

Today I must: 1. Not suck at proposing my honors thesis to the smart adults on my committee. 2. Buy easy food and beer for the remaining week of hell that I must endure.  FOUR MORE SHIFTS OMG. 3. Beg...Ticheli wants to kill me. 5. Sit on my couch and complain to myself about life, while attempting to distract myself with some TV. 6. Think of costume ideas.  Sexy Pumpkin?  Patient?  Anyone?  Help me?

i quite enjoy learning research from tony. he may be small & occasionally weird but he's fuss-free and his slides are clear, concise and easily understandable. unlike certain contemp nursing lecturers...although i did not will it to be so) i think i'll run screaming to my room. haha! btw the german chancellor reminds me of a certain australian yuckers tutor in ALCNS. well GUESS WHO! short hair woman!

arghs! so i was a dolt again, as usual, and thought that the nursing care plan was supposed to fit entirely into one page when it is actually 3 pages. and there i was, desperately trying to make everything...later. arghs!  was so irritated blogging the above two paragraphs i snapped at my non-provoking older brother. shall stop bitching. my karma cloud is swelling and blackening at an alarming rate