"But I dont want to be penciled in..." Dont you see? Thats the whole problem, where everything stems from. I need to have you penciled in - its not because I dont lovelovelove you enough to do spontanious...off campus blues or maybe just a case of college postpartum but there are some days where it just really gets to me. *shakes head* But I've no time for this, I need to crack down on my reading.