On one hand, there is nothing so different between your senior year of high school, your freshman year of college. Nothing so special about graduating, if you're going to college, have always intended... D: and EEE KYOURAKU) and Itachi (with renewed vitality! thank you, Megan. *__*). Will check flist soon, I hope, though my god, every time I scan it, the task appears more and more daunting. XD

So, the sheer busyness of life was minorly overwhelming this morning. XD Like a black cloud of DISPAIR. This week, I (1) failed my Calculus teacher during the AP Calc exam. Which makes me so very sad...Gold, Gold, Gold. I tried to check up on f-list goings-on, but if I go back much further than I have, I think my head will explode. XD SO IF THERE'S SOMETHING YOU WANT ME TO SEE. PLEASE, LINK IT HERE

That missing panic I was talking about today, Samantha? WELL, IT TOTALLY ARRIVED. (Must've been delivered by the same guys that sent the literary magazines last semester.) I'll spare y'all more school...such a person. I can tell my son who looks forward with horror to fifteen years of drudgery that somewhere in the dusty dark a magic may happen that will light up the years... if he is very lucky.

Fuck hiatus; whatever. I think the last one was worth it, because physics was involved. This time, physics is blessedly (or not?) un involved. You see, I was laboring under the misapprehension that...home from school. And were doing schoolwork in the hammock until 8:30 last night because it was cooler outside by then than it was in the house. That it is still only April is not reassuring

Today after calculus, Samantha was saying how it "felt like something was missing," though she wasn't sure what , exactly. And boy ever, it does. And I certainly don't know what, either. Today just feels... I'm partial to the blackbird's stanza. Don't scoff at my juvenile music. XP That's the best kind. And Mei? I owe you a story about angels; don't let me forget. Love you, and longer letter later?

Comment to this post and I will give you 5 subjects/things I associate you with. Then post this in your LJ and elaborate on the subjects given. If you've already done this meme (a handful of you have... his primary role manifesting in Chapter 16, in which he and Tom take a detour to the junk yard to fix their crappy truck. It was well worth the $2 it took me to get that in the school newspaper!

Still shot from the video. We kept a seat at the table for you, Elisa. The plants sat on it and communed with your spirit. SPEAKING OF PLANTS, OMG WHY DID I COME HOME WITH ALL FOUR? SOME KIND...feeling tenfold. Hilarious, touching, serious, intimate. So ends the happiness meme from hell. Today's happiness far exceeded that of all other days. I love you all. And...I miss you already.

Truth be told, today isn't really all that happy of a day! But... --an amusing fan fiction was updated --as it turns out, period 6's rough drafts are not due tomorrow, but on Friday. THIS IS GOOD. --these are pretty and bittersweet: Exchange (Xigbar, Zexion) and Fly the Nest (Sora) by ice_kestrel9

...How do we pay for the literary magazine, anyway? O_o;; I have our checks ($600 + CW's pre-sales!). We have to give these to Mrs. Jung, yes. But uh. If we're going to be purchasing the lit mag prints...over, we can probably add pages if needed. Posted to LJ because this is the only thing I know for certain Cindy ever checks anymore. XP Apologies to flist members unrelated to this entire schpeel.