I am SO  unbelievably frustrated , pissed off , hurt (&  cold ) right now.   I'm not blaming anyone in particular but false promises and playing games with your Mistress are the QUICKEST way to...Me or followed through with orders as told, need to CONTACT ME AT ONCE. There will be no second chances this time .    I do NOT play games. Extremely unhappy. xx Mistress Katya

☀ the stuff of nitemarez. sazz!triggered, i swear. ☀ i know i've said before that human nature is complex, never black and white.. but i cannot wrap my mind around how these people exist. ugh... 搖籃曲 - 動力火車 (lullaby - dong li huo che [power station]) (this song makes me weepy ;;) ☀ BIGBIGBIG hugs to mimei, shiz, amanda, karen, leese, and belface. and danispam, 'cause i want to. ♥♥♥♥♥

I hate virus. All of them. Rufus's virus attacked Doyle's AI directly, I went through the generated logs to find out where the virus was and what it was doing. It wasn't that hard to stop, I erased the...Doyle personality mixed with mine and kid's, now Rufus's one is there too. Uhm...maybe I should erase his personality completely and start again from zero.... damn they, Doyle was good at chess.

Here's some of the cosplay piccies from Ball On The Belle 2008 (October 17th). I would have uploaded them sooner, but I've been preoccupied with Sensei's health condition, trying not to fail Calculus...this is to me). So now I'm currently browsing on eBay to find a new iPod classic. I mean seriously, couldn't it have died AFTER Christmas; I was going to treat myself to a new one then anyway... Grr..

I have decided that I really hate getting polite 'Fuck You's'. Seriously; if you want to tell me to go to hell just say it. Don't be all 'HEY you' just say it, not only is it actually more polite.. but GUESS what I will respect you more! Where's Brad Pitt when a girl needs him? Baaaaah! < is super seriously PISSED off ACTUALLY!!!!>

some people may take offense to what i am about to say but you know what i don't care.  that is really my fucking problem at the current moment.  i care too god damn much about what everyone else fucking...having to do with my bipolar having anything to do with this post.  i am mad and i ain't taking any more shit.   much love shard/arthur/shardthur

[Locked to Kid] You, stupid Thief, stop messing with Doyle's system. I created it for a reason, and it was to protect, not only the information about the back Ops, but what we are doing. It's obviously... and all this crap. Whatever we been doing since now, this is the end. [/Locked] [Locked to Rufus] Mr. Shinrah, you wanted to see me in a bad mood. You will be pleased today. [/Locked

am totally not feeling those stupid movie posters. they look sketchy, shotty, and like i let my imaginary three year old brother color them. mom's getting tired of my bitching. maybe she could do them... WE'RE PLAYING CHASE. unless i'm wrong and we're not, haha. ALREADY SICK OF TODAY. i want to just crawl in bed and fall asleep. and wake up tomorrow, and hope it doesn't blow as horrible as today does