I neeeeed to write, so much has happpened and I'm afraid to bring it back up again, but oh well. I don't understand. My parents hate Elijah and will never approve of him no mattttter how hard I try. There's...be standing infront of me constantly telling me the word, 'NO', as if I 'don't get it' and didn't already hear them the first time. When will something finally come through and wash out all the hurt?..