original posting: Sat, 8 Jan 1994 18:35:03 JST  FAQ: A Living Tree [Please feel free to print and keep this, especially anyone new to the list. There is some helpful information. But before we get to...out in the sunshine and let us admire the dance of sunshine and shade on your writhing veins and tender green webs, the living words of the tree. Who knows, we might get a wood nymph to help you..

Self-awareness is important for anyone in todays world. Especially with so many of us stressed out from work, relationships, friends, and life in general. My introspection results in me being very tired...up anger? Some injustice i've been dealt? The list could go on with no real way to tell. Hopefully with more introspection and discussions with my significant other, this issue will come to light

In another epic battle within, I find myself in the all too familiar place where my mind and soul collide. We all go through this. It's so commonplace, it's a daily thing for some. It happens fairly frequently...will change. Hell, maybe they'll get along for once in my life! I'm not sure what I'll do besides embrace the support of those I hold dearest. They'll get me through this if no one else here will

Six pm, home for a quick spell from work. I'm doing major overtime today; there's this proposal (300+ pages) that needs to be proofread by tomorrow morning. Guess who's the girl on the assignment? Anyway...by a person. Not that he's flawless (not at all), but that ... wow, there are people out there that are really interesting. It boots my dating integrity. Anyway. Better get back to work. And food

Ok so i guessed playing the instrument is one thing, learning music is another. got a chance to improv with the G Maj scale. the interesting part went when i just shut my eyes, and started getting into... and their 8ves ofcourse. music like i once said, is like learning a new language. godamn. it's another world. another realm. another plane. too long i spent it with my keyboard and monitor. dam

[!] prelims are in less than a week! I'm so fucking screwed! I know I shouldn't have watched all that Sex and the City , but what's done is done. Besides, I got a good laugh and finally...but it was enough to eat up half an hour of my time. Okay, enough time has passed for my videos to load. Hopefully the next time I blog, it won't be about the disaster that is my prelim grades

I was still half asleep when I went into the bathroom this morning to quickly wash my face before heading down to the pond, but I was awake enough to notice one of the moasic birds outside on the atrium...off of it. I have several mosaic birds on the wall out there, but only this one was catching the light. In a few moments it was gone. Notice the top of the driftwood also caught the light.

Its abit overdue (2 days to be precise), but after some reflection on Sunday's sermon I realised that there was a really pertinent issue brought up by the speaker. When someone gets angry/pissed/confrontational with us, there are three ways we can react: 1. Retreat in fear 2.Retaliate in anger 3.Respond with gentleness. The first method doesn't really help to resolve the issue, its kind of like...

Обсуждали тут на девичнике смену фамилии при замужестве: брать фамилию мужа или нет, etc. Я вообще считаю, что при заключении брака будущие муж и жена могут придумать себе фамилию, которая их обоих устраивает... отказываться от своей фамилии в пользу фамилии мужа. Эти вольнодумцы считают, что «родная фамилия – это личная и семейная ценность, а женщина - не вещь, чтобы носить имя очередного владельца». =)

Ohhh boy. I'm trapped inside my head again because I don't have people to be as social with as I was in Indiana. This is not good at all. I've been trapped in this damn between these four walls and this...I sure as hell don't want to be there again. I don't know what I'll do to hold me off until I find what I need, but I can't keep like this. I'm already rocking like a lunatic because I can't keep still