...your best friend whose cigarettes were probably long forgotten back at that lounge they were in. He’d throw such a fit over that so for now it was good he was passed out on his back. Reita just hoped he wouldn’t drool. As the lights changed, he breathed out a sigh and did another hoist. Ruki had drunk a little too much. Or maybe a lot too much, he had no idea just how many...

perfect secret ; r; angst; 402 words. Do you think of me when you kiss her? Probably not, but when I see you kiss her I get this distaste in my mouth that lingers with your flavor of menthols from...have to swallow down the rising bile of this fucked up reality that’s the unwanted side effect in my need for you. I might expand on it. Might not. Just wanted to get it down before I lost it.

until death dies ; pg; angst/death; 1,077 words. It’s hard to shed a tear, but even harder to hold them back. The melodies are quiet sobs, the beat coming in sniffles as handkerchiefs and tissues...many behind, I find myself happy, because now I can have you whole again, and we can have another chance together. Because death is never really death, until the day death actually dies.

Title: Who Would You... Author: cherryblosom156   Genre: random Chapters: oneshot Characters/Pairing: Ruki/Kai/Reita/Uruha/Aoi Rating: PG Disclaimer: not mine Warnings: nothing Synopsis: If given the opportunity, who would you... Comments: This is probably already done somewhere out there, so Im not going to claim this as entirely my idea...It was just sort of a discussion made by me and...

Title: GazettE Christmas Author: cherryblosom156   Genre: humor Chapters: oneshot Characters/Pairing: Ruki/Kai/Reita/Uruha/Aoi Rating: PG Disclaimer: not mine Warnings: my sad attempt at humor and rhyme Synopsis: Comments: Think "Green Eggs and Ham"...   Gazette Christmas All five men gathered ‘round the fireplace As the youngest and smallest said with a face ...

Title: Blind Love Author: cherryblosom156   Genre: angst Chapters: 2/?? Characters/Pairing: Ruki/Kai/Reita/Uruha/Aoi Rating: NC-17 Disclaimer: not mine Warnings: swearing, sexual, violence, character death Synopsis: As each member reaches out for their own secret desires, they blindly pass what could have been, what should have been...but will never be. ...

Title: Blind Love Author: cherryblosom156   Genre: angst Chapters: 1/?? Characters/Pairing: Ruki/Kai/Reita/Uruha/Aoi Rating: NC-17 Disclaimer: not mine Warnings: swearing, sexual, violence, character death Synopsis: As each member reaches out for their own secret desires, they blindly pass what could have been, what should have been...but will never be. ...

Title: Blind Love Author: cherryblosom156 Genre: angst Chapters: -/?? Characters/Pairing: Ruki/Kai/Reita/Uruha/Aoi Rating: NC-17 Disclaimer: not mine Warnings: swearing, sexual, violence, character death Synopsis: As each member reaches out for their own secret desires, they blindly pass what could have been, what should have been...but will never be. Comments...