Here I am, up late, can't sleep, wishing I didn't feel like this. I wish I wasn't angry, but I am. If I was sad, crying myself to sleep, wanting to die, it would be beter than this, cuz at least that...didn't even care enough about me to open the fucking box that I left for her!!! I put so much work into that box and she didn't even have the sommon descency to look inside, and I hate her fo it!  

I want to just fall into some guy's arms after a hard day of work. I want to just lay in his arms and not talk. I want to just be comfortable in some wonderful man's arms. It would just be nice to not... Someone who is confident in themselves to know that I am there with them and not someone else. ~~~~~~~~~~~~ Side note ... Men are stupid. End of story. I'd like to see one convince me otherwise

So, one thing that I have really been struggling with lately (among other things) is my sexual orientation. In the past I've called myself bisexual because it was just more simple that way. I could skirt...a guy supposed to tell his TG girlfriend he wishes she was a guy, because he thinks he's gay and craves a male body in bed next to his, but can't bear the thought of being without her? So confusing

There is somebody in my life.  She shall be referred to as May, and she is taking a very special place in my life. I have good feelings about where it can eventually go, but at the moment, I'll keep them to myself. B is being very supportive, and Princess thinks she's cool.   Some friends she has met, others she shall probably meet as time goes on. To the future, the undiscovered country...

... etc., you become more attractive toward others. So personal development is exactly the same as pickup artistry. The other great thing about being rejected is that you can focus on 100% on forging new relationships, rather than wasting energy on people who you’re not even being truthful with. Rather than waiting and hoping for other people to take command, you exercise courage yourself. That’s what...

This article Just... that article. Seriously. (If you can read it. I actually can't get the page to load and had to read it by someone copypastaing it to me, but either way) This describes every single... but jesus. So much more sense now. I could never quite put into words why . It's all so true though. It's not that I want a jerk. I just want someone who isn't needy . Idk. That's... all

...ego, self-esteem, I don't wish to let people see I'm weak. Sigh, anyone tell me what to do besides trusting in God? Trusting that He already has the plans as to the outcome of me and him? Why must relationships always tear me apart? Maybe I shouldn't have gone into one in Sec 1, then I wouldn't know what is love until now, then everything will be so innocent. Pastor says innocence is not a virtue...

...of your religious beliefs, this definition transcends boundaries of religion with its truth.   It presents a bond so strong that love as people see it today can’t compare.   It’s no wonder so many relationships fail.   Few seem to consider this deeper meaning of love. Even today, there are countries such as India that still arrange marriages between a man and a woman.   The decision of a...

I'm becoming more and more perplexed over today's society and its view of love and relationships.  I'm not so arrogant, conservative, or close minded to tell people they shouldn't have one night stands and flings, that is a person's personal choice.  My problem is how people try to ignore what they're actually doing and expecting something else from it.  I guess this semester my irritation with this...

And now I'm having issues putting in my skull earrings. Stupid tiny black skulls you have to screw on tiny metal post things. Curse you! Okay... got that all settled. Tomorrow is Halloween... my second... Other than that... things aren't going too bad. Well, I'm going to go hunt for batteries for ghost necklace. Have a spooky Halloween tomorrow! ^v^   (that's supposed to be a bat... or something)