I am grossly behind on comments. That's what happens when your internet poops out on you. pfft. Despite not getting my comments caught up on, I did manage to do a fair amount of stuff today. And this was...in love with it all over again since I'm really digging True Blood at the mo. Needless to say, I quite like these books and have already started the 2nd. Yay! My hands smell like pumpkin. Fun. Later

I am (hopefully) back for good now. My internet connection died last Sunday and I have been internet free for far too long. I have no idea what's going on in the world. It's sad. However! I do have some...And stuff . You know? Okay. I have tomorrow off (because I have to work on Saturday!) and I plan on doing nothing. I'm going to watch TV. And read. And make some cookies. Awe.some. Later, skaters

val; once you delete it, your posts are gone. - here's to you. i've gone. - I’m waking up The world is turning The sun is shining again I’m holding on To things I shouldn’t It’s time to let them...me Showing me I’m So much more When I’ve been on a losing streak Hit so hard I couldn’t speak But when I hear Your voice it fades away Take me into Your arms My home lies within Your heart

Today (wed, and parts of thu) I am grateful that - he'd left the door open so i can come in and rest - he was patient with me and calmed me down when i was going crazy. - that he forgave me for my outburst...that happened really made me examine myself. and my feelings for him.  i love you. i know i asked. but like i said, i just needed that closure. i'm still here with you. my heart's still yours forever

...going so I know what to make for me and Alvin for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. Not like stick -only- to that, but at least have a backup in case we have no other ideas what to eat, y'know? Speaking of resolutions, around the beginning of October/end of September, I tried again to do the "Tracey Thing" and not drink soda. It worked for like 2 weeks, lmao. Then I cracked and started drinking some again...

I've talked to my mother, and we both decided it would be better for me financially if I stay living with her and my family then if I moved out in January like I originally planned. I was kinda apprehensive...where that stopped. Anyway, I guess I just felt like letting it known that I'm not moving in January, for anyone that has any interest in it. I guess that's about it, thanks for listening, ciao

Well, we just returned from an encouraging conversation with Takeshi. He can take us to the place near their property where Mina might be...I still can't believe it... it's a church! Nothing could...us now. I have his respect and he has mine. That's more than I would have hoped last time I posted here. Well, it's late and I've got to get some rest before we head out again. Peace! Lucky

resolutions: I will not give all of myself in a non-reciprocal relationship of any kind I will make sure I am honest with myself I will not allow the things I cannot change to bother me any more than needed/normal I will nurture my creativeness I will listen to my instincts more I won't allow myself to be pushed into things I am not comfortable with I will pay more attention to the budget I...

Book #108 - At Bertram's Hotel by Agatha Christie - Look! I read when I'm nervous or depressed or anxious about things. Okay? I read a lot. I rather liked this one. I'm curious as to whether there...will probably sleep down there tomorrow so we don't have to get up super-duper early Friday morning for school. FUN! Okay. I think I have things to do. not really, but I'm going to go anyway. :

...on the wheel to examine our own lives and make positive changes in our path to further our understanding and seek deeper connection with Spirit.     Samhain gives us a fresh start. We can make resolutions, we can observe the wisdom that we can gain from looking at our family history, we can put it to use, and we can give our respect to those who have come before.   Set a place at your table...