this week,i feel like shit.Seriously.I feel sad and i am angry. I think its be cause this friday its death anniversary of River Phoenix. I miss him so much.I think about him everyday.I listen to his...he gives me is so magical. Everything about River Phoenix is magical. He is the magic himself. heres a picspam of Rio's pictures.Enjoy. Type your cut contents here

First of all - how do you like my new banner? ;P I think it's scary enough to have at least Brian Kinney hiding in the closet (no pun intended). Or maybe he'd just vomit if he saw it. LOL. Anyways:... But fear not - River will never be forgotten . Not in this journal, not... well, ever. I'm also planning on stopping by at the ATW board and see what people are up to over there.) Cheers, people! Fel ♥

Thanks sneaky_minx ! :D

River Jude Phoenix, why do i feel like i know you? Why do you seem to be my best friend when life cant get any worse? Why do I miss you even tho ive never really known you. Why is the person you were...i do whatever it takes to tell people how great you were? why are your eyes the only color a boys eyes should be? why is your name the only name that makes me smile? why do i feel like i know you?

today,i feel sad. there are plenty of reasons i should.I can tell you one: the day is 1st october today.that means exactly 30 days later, its the day that River Phoenix died.I feel terrible,he is my everything...i feel like shit.I feel sad for kimi,he is such a nice person and he is the best.Seeing him like that like a lost little boy really hurt me.I love him so much and i am so sad. wel,whatever.nevermind