The picnic was really good yesterday, it was a nice change from other 21sts and it was so good catching up with people again. And meeting new people. I hadn't really seen that lot since my birthday....the same body thing. It's very split-personality like. I've seen "dreamteam"s with two different actresses for both Wanda/Melanie. WTF. Maybe I should finish the book before judging anymore hm

So yes, the party was good. I had sparkling. Wheee. I kicked ass at Singstar. But then felt really bad 'cos no one wanted to play with me anymore :( I was not really sociable *SIGH* maybe if I stayed...confirmation today and I was like, WTF. My cousin's house is SO FREAKIN' NICE. I AM SO JEALOUS OF HIM! HE'S WORKED OVERSEAS. LIVING ALONE. HANDSOME. AND GAHH WHY WASN'T I BORN TO BE THAT???

(Not really) I am in a list writing mode. I need to start selling all this crap I have and probably dump a lot of it at the Salvos tomorrow. So, surprisingly, I have real, social stuff to do the next... I want to move, I don't. You want to move, you don't. Other than that, it's such a cute show. All of Ed's romanticisms make my heart go-a-flutter! I'm going to go icon some more now I think. YAY

THIS IS A WARM FUZZY POST. I don't know if anyone else has been feeling this, but I think there's been a lot of hater-aid going around our group which is totally understandable, with the lack of sleep...POST NICE THINGS ABOUT EVERYONE. YOU CAN BE NAMELESS IF YOU LIKE BUT IF YOU POST THINGS THAT ARE MEAN, I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL SMITE YOU. xD SO GO AT IT PRETTY PLEASE! THIS CAN'T WORK WITHOUT YOU!

I AM NEVER APPLYING EYELINER EVER AGAIN. Am preparing to dress as Amy Winehouse for our Sixth Form Haloween party. I have a brilliant wig ready, but Jesus , how does the woman cope with putting on that...that again. *gets a wet flannel* Also, Boy That I Like is going to be there, dressed as Donnie Darko. Even if there was some kind of bonding, it would be utterly bizarre. Still, I'm daring to hope.

Okay, I've calmed down from that assignment debacle now. Other than that thing, I've had a pretty good week. - Went over to aussiebuffy 's on Friday night to laze around and watch movies. It's...to explain the whole Sam theory to her so she'd be following the "clues" as such. I might write a bit about the episodes tonight. Promised myself I will pull away from Photoshop tomorrow to job hunt

This week has been particularly boring. Study is still not v. interesting, so am thinking about sneaking in to Vorlesungen of other studies. Yesterday I went to Wall-E with Kimberly and two of her friends...(big shop street type thingy) to hand out my resume, I guess. Also, yaaaaay, Mark is visiting! He'll come here the day after tomorrow, and idk, we'll make the streets of Vienna unsafe or something

yeah I'm updating two days in a row, it makes me feel kind of awesome. I got a new layout for my site like it's with RPattz honestly I just had to use that pic http://www.alwaysholdingon.net I like...I might even include one or two in spanish. How are you guys doing? I tried to comment on your entries today. :P If I did not comment on yours please let me know. Talk to you guys soon ~Marian

yummy yummy Chinese food for dinner along with some truly awesome hanging out with K. she drives me crazy sometimes with her flakiness, but she's a good friend and whenever I actually get her to go out...part one part two til I'm blue by novelized - david/neal, neal/andy - chock full of very real feeling emotion and you know what's coming but oh god you really really don't want to be right

Good God, what a day.  I haven't spent that much of a single day (a) in the L.A. area nor (b) in the car for the majority of it since my vacation in July.  Now I remember how much it takes out of me. ...it's that David is just... such a Dad .  He exudes such love for his children and love of being a father.  (And West is such a Daddy's girl. ;))  As usual, he and his family remain in my thoughts