"Sweetheart" or "Sweetie" Isn't that just the sweetest compliment ever? Maybe I'm just easy that way. I don't know why I'm in love with those words but I found out today that there...wandering around the mall with stomach pains... and having a bitchy attitude. I've been so irritable and it feels like my emotions are out of wack. So Is it worth it? Hell no! Goodnight!  

Wanna know what?I'm a fucking mentalist.That I am.I'm falling for him.Is that even possible!He's like eons younger than me and most importantly what the hell,I act like a nympho.Jeez.But he looks like...or when we touch.I've been know to get crushes on the most unavailable guys ever,but this?! Great.What an opportunity to start acting like a teenager hormone girl.Ergh. NYMPHONYMPONYMPONYMPOMANIAC

It must've been more than a week ago now that I had the first of my inadequacy fantasies. I can't recall, exactly, what prompted these thoughts, but I know the end product was arrived at after quite a...scenes than the drow and I tend to engage in, so we'll need to tone it down a bit, but even if it never goes beyond them conversing casually while Lytha futilely tonguefucks the vampire, I'll be satisfied

...off my back and himself, I wanted to look at him and say, "Do you know I'm married?"  But I couldn't. I couldn't ruin that moment of intensity that I was feeling.  Yet, I was also feeling guilt and shame.  We talked for a bit while laying on the bed.  We discussed some hopes & dreams we had for our separate futures.  I didn't want the late morning to come to an end.  I didn't want him to leave. ...

...more than once. We may have been physically abused, sexually abused, or exploited by the addictions of another. Understand that if another person has abused us, it is not cause for us to feel shame. The guilt for the act of abuse belongs to the perpetrator, not the victim. One of the goals of recovery is learning self-care, learning to free ourselves from victimization, and not to blame ourselves...

...it; 2) By the end of writing the book, I felt I could say I was a writer, which was most important in rebuilding a sense of identity that I could call my own; 3) It helped a great deal with the shame I was feeling.  I decided early on to come out about my cult experience because I felt the shame was part of the reason cultic abuse has remained a significantly hidden issue.  I was able to more...

This isn't how I want to communicate with you. I hate this, and in the end.. I honestly knew I'd lose you both. I called it straight up.. And it might not mean much, but cole n I were talkin, he said...job of it. I'm ashamed of it.. I want me back, the single, happy, go getter, loves to eat, responsible, flirty, nutty, listener, best friend that I use to be.. Blah. Some guys have all the luck.

Bonjour! School's all started and I kinda want to shoot myself in the foot. XD Nothing out of the norm. Except, I'm kinda confused about where my phone charger is... I'm pretty damn sure on where it...is Ellen Greaney, do not read this. I wrote this ina very PMS-y mood... Seriously, don't say I didn't warn you. It will just make you extremely pissed off.............................Seriously

GOD DAMMIT. ...I officially like Roy/Ed. I am ashamed. ...I guess I never hated the pairing, just the fans. And I'm not like "OMG LOL OTP

...screaming:  WHAT - WE JUST BOUGHT THESE!!!   DTG:  Well, I can replace the tire, ma'ammm.   me screaming:  NO - WE WILL FIX IT LATER.  JESUS - MY HUSBAND IS GOING TO BE SO MAD (Mark's note:  He's not - I was a little dramatic this morning, not enough coffee I suppose.)  I GOTTA GO.   DTG:  Have a nice day...   Poor thing - he didn't touch my tire 'cause it was so dirty.  Oh, the shame.