Here I am, up late, can't sleep, wishing I didn't feel like this. I wish I wasn't angry, but I am. If I was sad, crying myself to sleep, wanting to die, it would be beter than this, cuz at least that way I'd feel something, something other than hate. I'm not angry cause she dumped me. I spent the entire summer getting used to her not being around, forcing myself to stop loving her. I think it's...

I'm so tired I haven't slept a wink I'm so tired My mind is on the brink I think I'll go downstairs and fix myself a drink John Lennon Posted via LiveJournal.app .

For some reason tonight I'm extrememly tired. I put Kael to bed about an hour ago and I'm pretty sure I fell asleep for about 10 minutes in bed with him. And I just can't wake the hell up. I was suppose...suppose to go to the store and pick up eggs. After I put my little monster, I went into the kitchen to start on the cupcakes and I looked for eggs, and nope, none. w00t. I needs a vacation, asap

to be honest... i am dead tired... all i want to do is sleep but today is SUPERNATURAL nite!! and CASTIEL COMES OUT! i have to stay awake... gahhhh

lol I just smushed a fly that was buzzing by >. < gross!!!! I went *SMACK*!!!! and it got stuck to my hand so that part was pretty gross o.o but anyway, I a m thrilled to say that I went on my first drive...... ,_, and I can't help but wonder if Rosita is gonna come for the trench coat e.e but oh well.. I'm off though I'll no doubt be back sometime soon.. or not.. night if I leave, later if I don't

Hello people! I almost didn't get up today. I was really tired, but dad made me get up. Plus, I had a test today, so I couldn't stay home. But MAN, I slept really well. We have a vocab quiz in photo...and open-note test, so it was easy, LOL. We didn't do anything in MindCandy. We just chatted. It was fun! And Mr. Robbins said he loved my dance from teh show last night and thought it was hilarious.

.....I'LL KILL THE NEXT MOTHERFUCKER WHO ALLIES THEMSELVES WITH VARIMATHRAS. DAMN YOU AND DAMN BALNAZZAR YOU LYING PIECE OF SHIT. ....Yeah, I just got up from, like, a week's worth of sleep. Xanthy went off and tamed herself a fucking Devilsaur she names 'Abyss'. Fela's pregnant and is becoming the boss of my own house (not that I mind, I usually don't do shit anyway. I'm usually sleeping), Kaf is...

So I didn't get to go to breakfast like I planned.  A friend called without asking (I guess he forgot I have a roommate occasionaly) and I was about to go to bed and Jade had almost been asleep.  We were...that lives on the same road as her and commutes.  So I don't know if I'm eating with her at all, or maybe with her friend too.  Who knows.  Personally I would rather take a nap rather than eat

This has been the 4th consecutive night I've spent at Uni.. ZOMG!! I am such a nerdy girl.. LOL~!  My barin.. oops.. My brain has officially died and gone to brain heaven (hopefully).. I have FINALLY completed...housemates to finish their report then I can go home. Maybe.. Probably.. Hopefully.. Most likely not but no harm in hoping right? I'm too tired to do the usual coloring so here's to plain ol' boring

I hate it when dreams seem like real life and then throw total fantasy elements in them that you only realize are insane once you wake up. I have tons of "YOU'VE WOKEN UP AND YOU'RE DOING MUNDANE THINGS...just as I posted this entry the doorbell rang and GUESS WHAT?! IT WAS THE MAILMAN. 8D AND HE HAD STUFFS FOR ME. (Not the DVD, but something equally shiny.) MY LIFE IS A BADLY SCRIPTED SITCOM, I SWEAR