... I feel so awkward all the time when I'm around the others, except Jackie because I'm 50% sure that she doesn't despise my guts. I feel so out of place, and my brain gets that I wouldn't be in SOB if I didn't deserve to be there, but my emo self can't get that. I'm so sick of feeling like I suck, but I just can't help it. hjdjkhskhskh; Listening to Little Mermaid music, maybe that'll calm...
I need to stop almost being sick in front of my whole class, it's NOT GOOD. Yeeah, I was the first person in the interview thing. And the first question was, "tell me about yourself." So I sat that going "WHWHWHHH" making faces that go, I'm-trying-to-form-words-but-my-brain-is-too-stupid-to-do-anything. So yeeeeah THAT WAS BAD. And now my head hurts. BUT IT'S ALMOST NANO YAY *REJOICES*
We talked about John Holmes, bananas, and soul stealing today in Art. And we watched Spongebob. And the fire alarm went off THREEEEE MILLION TIMES. Not only does it make the ERZNT ERZNT ERZNT ERZNT panic...Still haven't done my cheesecake fagtory research TOO BUSY DOING SOAP OPERA MEMES with characters and sobbing forever argghhh mind rape. I ALMOST THREW UP IN FRONT OF MY WHOLE PHYSI CLASS TODAY, YAAAY
CORPSE BRIDE IS AWESOME. SAD ENDING IS SAD. I KNEW THE ENDING. I KNEW WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN. AND YET MY EYES STILL GOT WET. NOT AS GOOD AS THE NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS, BUT STILL. ;_____;
I drew that right after finishing the 24-hour-comic thing, just as VENTIIIIING. Notice how none of the sleepless characters are actually on there. EXCEPT FOR THAT FUCKWAD SATERO GOD DAMN that...THESE WEATHERED WALLS WILL FALL AWAY LOOK TO THE DAY THE EARTH WILL SHAKE THESE WEATHERED WALLS WILL FALL AWAY LOOK TO THE DAY THE EARTH WILL SHAKE THESE WEATHERED WALLS WILL FALL AWAY
1. Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I was for some reason put down as an Alto 2 for IMEA. WHY. I can't sing that low! My lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 2. I need the find my phone charger. I seriously don't know where it could have gone. 3. Blah, lots of homework tonight, plus no SOB practice tomorrow, all sad news. 4. $3.19 for a gallon of gas by my house today. 5. Someone else do my homework
... Uh. W-what's wrong with everyone?? Why are you all bummed out?? [ Keigo sighs as he walks somewhere ] Hmmn.. maybe there's a full moon or something..--!! [ he gasps ] WOAAAAAAAAAAAH!! THE SKY!! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH IT?! I-I-I-ICHIGO!! IT'S THE APOCALYPSE!! THE ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE!! QUICK BOARD UP THE WINDOWS!! LOCK THE DOORS!! MAKE A BARRICADE!! HIDE IN THE FORT!!
... Musick's Empire sounded SO GOOD I was so happy especially since we weren't doing so well in practice the last two days but we pulled it off for the concert! \o/ And I made my debut as a part of SOB and the Secret Project is not so secret anymore! Super Mario Brothers yeah! We messed up a little at the end but ha no one really cared. Great night. Fun night. And there was good food. Mom recorded...
http://www.24hourcomicsday.com/ FUCK YES, I AM FINALLY DOING THIS. I'm staying on campus this weekend and SCREW THE TWO TESTS I HAVE ON MONDAY. I'll get all my studying and homework done before Saturday. And then I will never sleep. And I will hate myself. So, so much.
