Forty-four. ...fuck. Still nothin' but goddamn ocean.

Интересно, почему в McDonald's нет бургеров со свининой?

yay sober four days! im actually really proud of myself. its hard dealing with emotions, and how angry i have been reacently aunt karla has ASL, and is dying.. i dont want to be there when she tells papa bill and mae.i dont want to "stay strong for them"...its not my fucking responsibilty. i start rehab in like twoweeks i think? ill have to look into it more.  and telling my manager will be a pain...

Мое любимое время года - осень. Время, когда глазу есть на чем остановиться - время буйства красок: золотой клен, бронзовые листья дуба, медно-красная рябина... Даже небо ярче, контрастнее. Спокойствие...между строчками несгораемых, но вполне удаляемых кнопкой del рукописей. Больше не скучаю. Не жду. Вот такие пироги... Мир начал засыпать, а один товарищ, у которго все никак у людей, проснулся :)

... That's not the way I want my summer to end I'm safe Up high Nothing can touch me Why do I feel this party's over? No Pain Inside You're like protection How do I feel this good and Sober? I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence Quiet scares me 'cuz its words are true Please don't tell me that we had that conversation Now remember save your breath, this one's...

Интересно, нравится ли любителям фильмов ужасов, когда им снятся кошмары?

I remained sober this weekend not even drinking one drop of alcohol and not spending more than $25 on a Saturday. I traded boredom and frugality for sobriety and cash in my wallet on a Sunday. I have much more energy this Sunday than last Sunday after last weekend's drinking binge. I may even get back into a workout routine at the gym. The weather has been unbelievably gorgeous in the Midwest recently...

Sometimes, not being sober is a good idea. Got myself quarter drunk tonight. Feeling a little dizzy, only. If I'm really drunk, I won't even be here typing this shit. Mother didn't believe me when I said I only drank half a cup of beer, but I got away with it anyway. I drank about 4 cups of Brewerkz (totalling to about 1 litre? Lol.), a few Absolute 100 cocktails and I sneaked some Gin too, oops....

Fucking goddamn son of a bitch hellboat. Stop fucking screaming into the goddamn talkies. Hell. Boat. What the fuck are you expecting? No fucking magic. Christ. If fucking yelling worked, don't...Bet I could set this goddamn forest on fire with the fucking fire on the other damn deck. Christ, get me off this goddamn boat, get me off get off fuck she's gotta be married by now she's-- Kage.

...girls ever.  We actually used with a lot of the same people yrs ago and I used to go to parties at her apartment!  But, it makes me happy to be here for her now, and to see her staying clean n sober.  We came from a group of junkies that had low lives and high tastes.  A few of us died, one is in a nursing home of sorts b/c of an OD, a few of us are clean, and I notice a lot of em have turned...