Today I had one of those days when you just feel deflated all the time. Couldn't sum up the energy to speak German, much less to try and teach English. And I need to find something to do in the staffroom... I am not looking forward to my visit to the Rathaus tomorrow to try and anmeld properly. Despite this, I've been Thinking. This isn't a good thing, and warrants an extra blog post. Be afraid

Trash it, hit it, hide it, name it Start it, break it, quick – erase it.   Touch it, lock it, load it, block it Cut it, paste it, scan – retouch it.   Rate it, crack it, cross it, snap it Save...it, scream it Drum it, bang it, make sure you hear it.   Cry it, sigh it, sleep it, fear it Do it, hide it, you’re inside it.   Rip it, burn it, jam it, view it Time to change, you cannot do it.

yesterday i thought that everything is shitted but as today came everything had changed.. strange.i believe that my grandpa is somewhere near me and i'm glad that he helps me to act in this strange city\country\world i don't feel but results are here^^ and i'm happy cause tuesday is coming soon and i can meditate by my blades cause on them i feel freedom thx

...circling around... I said "Good bye..." Your eyes smilingly replied " Good bye," And your warm and simple silhouette was swallowed by cold dark night. As soon as you left - my deep pain and gloomy sorrow Came back to my small and simple house. Another simple lonely night... another simple busy day... However, there is no simplicity in the world! I’ve just realized! Life is not simple...

... In Buddhist teachings, They achieve Nirvana (the ultimate goal) by following the "Rules of Buddha", or Four Noble Truths. These truths are stated as being: 1. All life is suffering, pain, and sorrow. 2. Suffering is caused by human desires 3. The only cure is to overcome desire 4. Follow the 8 Fold Path (have the right actions and thoughts) this was followed by small note of; **BE HERE NOW**...

Title: The curse of loneliness Author: Murder_licence Thoughts: I just feel like expressing sorrow and loneliness. It's hard to miss someone that is taken away from you, to miss someone that you know is still out there but out of your reach? To know that someone is preventing you from meeting again?     I say ”Sorry that I touched you” As I reach out for the...

SAYWHA?!?! That's right; I, Masuki Abaranei , am jealous . My boyfriend has a friend, who's a girl -- (The typical girlfriend's boyfriend's girl-friend who's your best friend routine ...light that allowed me to see beyond that darkening horizon, past the trees. Hope rekindled. Love burst to life. Happiness stood from it's position. And how carried away I've gotten... Night...  

i have been here many times before. hurt myself again today, and the worst part is there's no-one else to blame... there is no better song to describe how i feel. the emotional mind whirl...small, i'm needy. warm me up and breathe me . i am really beginning to hate everything that i stand for along with every ounce of who i am.

Yo fellas.   Because of several reasons and my ongoing fallbacks concerning depression I’ve finally decided that it can’t go on like that. Now I’m working out an X-Point plan to change my life. (X – point because I don’t know how many there are yet.)

Because I am a sad, sad man with a masochistic streak the size of Manitoba, I followed a link into who_anon , aka That Place Where Everybody Hates Me And Aren't Technically Supposed To Mention Me...Idol at very high volumes, and reading some Snow Crash. Then I'm going to oppress people by writing Romana/ Lain . ...wait, which is better, Romana/Lain or Romana/ Y.T. ? Also, can I have a hug