Your cancer is killing my slowly. Please just except how it's supposed to be. I can change, I've started to. It's not a fake me, it's a better, less volatile me. I thought that's what you wanted. It's...in love with the person who helped me write it. Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go? Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now? REMEMBER? please remember

I write slow. Like, glacially slow. And I've been writing, I swear, just nothing that's even closed to finished. So! You get snippets. Spencer and Ryan take dorky Brendon to his very first party ever where he gets fucked up on something "This is fucking awesome," Spencer snaps as Brendon curls up against him. "We take him to his first party and he gets fucking roofied or some shit. Christ. Oh...

Hey guys! I'm looking for a Panic/Gym Class Heroes ficlet-snippet thing, featuring Brendon/Travis and Brendon/Spencer. It was inspired by the pictures that came out of Brendon wearing his "Lapdance Tester" shirt. It was very hot, very short, and featured Brendon giving Travis a lapdance, first as a joke, and then seriously. I remember Travis saying something like, "imagine you're getting fucked", and...

credit goes to m_ouse

...(OMG LOL) is the grossest place I've been. Here you see all these stores like Aeropostale, Bloomingdales, Delia's, Louis (my thong) and OUT OF FREAKING NOWHERE (David Hasselhoff) is Hot Topic and Spencer's Gifts right next to each other. Ehhh, the stereotypes.   Speaking of stereotypes: the Salem trip on Friday {which I have not indulged you enough about} we went to this "Salem Witch Trials" Musuem...

...in the Wentz clan (And all I got was this hugeass mess about demons and weird spirits)’ [19/20] Author : jen_jm Pairing : Gabe/William, Pete/Patrick, Brendon/Ryan, Jon/Spencer and a few many others. Rating : NC-17 overall Characters : Gabe Saporta, William Beckett, Pete Wentz, Patrick Stump, Butch Walker, Greta Salpeter, others. Pretty much everyone from Cobras...

...quantum imaging devices of even higher energetic sensitivity, allow the external perception of internal spective states with precision history has never before seen ) Everything, according to Spencer, begins as an undifferentiated whole. Through evolution, differentiation occurs so that systems become increasingly complex. This notion applies to the human nervous system, which was simple and...

I am in need of some really sweet, romantic Spencer fics. The kind so full of fluff that you could stuff a pillow with it. With lots of cuddling, and "I love you"s, and happy endings. My favourite is Spencer/Brendon, but really, any pairing at all . Sex is good, but only happy sex. xD

...Card... But I'd Love to Check You out', or something similar, and the story was posted to slashatthedisco  at least partly during March. It was a college AU Rydon (and there was also Jon/Spencer's sister), in which Brendon has messed up his grades, and tries to start to study harder. In this purpose he goes to the library, and meets Ryan, who's working there. I remember there's Brendon's...

So I lied about the spencer. Couldn't deal with enlarging pattern diagrams today. Went with this little number, that I'd actually already cut out a few weeks ago, had been sitting in a pile since then. [The dogs were helping].. I have no clue what they are. Turning out to resemble the Elizabeth effigy stays, but in the Kohler book the diagram is listed in the.. 1400s? And that curved front...