i'm so fucking fat i can't fit in abercrombie or hollister, so i guess all those sharp objects are going to penetrate. i cant fucking stand my step-dad.  i hate the way he treats my mom.  i hate the way...i'd like it to.  also, if he's twisting my words to pick on my mom [as usual], then yea, i am involved in that conversation. ugh, i cant take this shit.  i'm going out for a cigarette.  au revoir

So, I haven’t exactly written anything worth even putting up. At all. So I decided that maybe a little ranting would be something more exciting than Rachel’s and I’s conversation about Kyle Peek and...or even pleasant Unable to feel sentiment The one that’s crammed with resentment I’m just a broken girl Looking for a reason to live Head in a twirl I’m so sorry there is nothing I can give .

Good morning all. Ha, I am running off of about 3 hrs of sleep if that. Just couldnt sleep. But I just got back 4rm saying bye 2 my step-dad. He has 2 go 2 Iraq 2day. Yeah its crazii, I remember the last...hurts, im tired, && hungry. So I kinda feel bad. I mean I know he is going 2 be gone 4 like a year but idk. It was kinda a relief 2 me. But obviously im really tired. Gunna hit the sack. Karson