5 times stevie didn't ask xabi to marry him (but wanted to) supa-short, for everyforever , these are lies 1. in november, when xabi's flat is aglow with orange light, sheets tangled between...feel like he could say it, now. he could ask, now. 5. istanbul. this will always be our city; we are kings here now. i'd live my life as a pauper if i knew i could spend the rest of it with you.

without knowing how, or when, or from where pairing: steven gerrard/xabi alonso rating: disclaimer & notes: if only. no. this is completely au and mindless and i wrote it around 3am in some sort...i might do a part 2 for this and make it from xabi's perspective.... if that would be interesting? if i have the energy? or maybe add more shit in here? CAN YOU TELL I DON'T LIKE THIS VERY MUCH

5 times stevie didn't say "i love you" & the one time he did pairing: steven gerrard/xabi alonso rating: pg disclaimer & notes: i know nothing, i'm a liar, i was given "rabbit, truck, cough, doubt... "i am yours" with his stride. they kiss, sweetly, just on the lips, and stevie pulls away just enough to speak. "i love you." xabi closes the space in between them again: an "i love you too".

Title: Always on my mind Rating: PG Pairing: Steven Gerrard/Lucas Leiva Summary: Lucas thinks about Stevie. Disclaimer: Isn’t imagination a wonderful thing? Lucas lay on the bed and stared...head and smiled lovingly at the younger man. He walked to the wardrobe when Lucas suddenly started to hum “Always on my mind”. The Scouser laughed and threw his towel at the Brazilian. “Idiot.

Title: Tearing up my heart Rating: PG Pairing: Steven Gerrard/Lucas Leiva (with tiny mentions of Xabi Alonso/Jamie Carragher) Disclaimer: Not mine, never happened, blah blah blah... A/N: Set... that would be too humiliating. But as soon as Stevie had vanished from his view, Lucas stopped the car and let his head drop onto the steering wheel and started to cry like he had never cried before