I am hopelessly Melbsick. 3 and a half months to going back to the people and place that I love so very dearly. Happy 21st birthday for the 28th, my darling LittleBrotherKJ. I am tired of the home situation...out between them." I can relate. And I hope they figure things out for the best. It'll give me a little hope that maybe, despite all the circumstances and difficulties, he and I could make it work too.

'I say many crazy things!' ♥ That painting of bugnuts!Mohinder looks nothing like him. So, Peter obviously doesn't like his father, so why on earth did he hug him at the end of the last episode? I smell a plot hole. 'The bitch is back.'

leiascully is in Dallas for her TFA interviews, so I am sprawled across the entire couch (of course) in my Adamas (read: pajamas, in ErinandMary-speak) and drinking tea (mmm, vanilla chai) and...Montana into Idado is, in fact, a crossing of state lines . If you don't know that already, how the *$%# did you pass the bar? End song. Cheer because leiascully is here. So say we all

So... just got off the phone. Feeling better. Not completely, but I will. I'm such a tard. There are so many things that I need to work on with me. I know what quite a few of them are, and I know what...a phone call, and go to bed. Without the assistance of benadryl. The first night in three that I don't feel like I'm going to need it to help me sleep. Ok, that is all. ~End Stream of Consciousnes

So... it's just about 2:30. I find myself feeling irritated at the day. Scratch that... Just got a text from my brother... just about this older couple who he saw who are still very much in love......it in any way would eliminate that outlet... so the primary purpose of this journal would be defeated. Ok... it's time for me to go inside and get ready for work now. ~End Stream of Consciousnes

No longer remember order. Anyways, I was wandering about with Ishmael and Tashi and for some reason, the amanda from freshman year had some of my stuff, so we had to swing by some house that i had assigned...as the 'party' went on; started out empty, very few boxes, and went all the way to fully cluttered and popcorn seeds everywhere. Then as we were about to jump in the pool, I woke up. Now back to sleep

I FEEL VERY NERVOUS ABOUT WATCHING THIS EPISODE. Wait. I thought Mohinder was too crazy to do the voiceovers now? Matt/Turtle is my OTP now. YES, HIRO I KNEW IT. YOU'RE STILL AWESOME, MY FRIEND.... I love Hiro, Ando, Daphne, Matt, African!Isaac and Knox, Peter's back to being really goddamn attractive, and Claire and Sandra were kind of awesome. I'm rapidly losing interest in Nathan, though