Its hard to fight the one person who just keeps coming back for more, that one person that never seems to understand the meaning of the word no, that one person who is stronger than we had all hoped...myself slipping through the fingertips of change, and now, most of all, all I want is be myself. Because what you all see, is not what is real, its not me, its not the truth and its not right.

S o you think you’ve come to the end. You’ve been forsaken, left without a friend. That the world is so cold, and you’re all alone. Don’t have the strength to pick up that phone. And the nights get so dark, the days get so long. Just don’t know why things keep going so wrong. No where to turn, no clue what to do. No light at the end of the tunnel you’re going through. ...

time can definitely change things...biggest change to occur is that i am a mom. something that i am so proud of, my little fighter camden michael was born october 20th at 1:52 AM. he just couldn't wait...for and even as a 25 weeker...he is wise beyond his weeks, days, hours, minutes, and so on.  he has already taught me so many things & i can't even express how being a mommy to him has made me feel.

Didja ever have an Oh Shit Moment, that makes you take pause, and reevaluate everything? Where have I been, and where to go from here? Where everything, and the only thing, that could possibly make you...fears are revealed. Oh shit.. this high is way too good to run from.. so I linger, and see where the universe goes.. feeling scared, and exhilerated.... it's gunna be a hell of a ride. heheheheh  

... regarding what we are going through.   Recently, I was in the room, as my brother-in-law was describing to someone else what he thought about me.   He was saying things like.....what an amazing strength I have, how my perserverance is carrying me through, how I have grown spiritually, how impressed he is that, even in my pain and suffering I am encouraging others and doing things that I don't...

I was eating with my sister dinner, at the Cheesecake Factory, alright? I was listening to Orchrid of Mines, which is another great song made by Globus. I recalled sorrowfully Forgotten Legends, and how...and talent', I still haven't finished one single frikkin story. ...But I feel strongly that I will... I'll outline everything in my memos, and sketch from that. *Eyes thin. "It shall be done.

...Her experiences to find herself is something I am familiar with. I am a divorcee myself and I could really relate to all her experiences in her life. It is a revelation to finally find peace and the strength within - an excellent out of this world HIGH. It is easy to lose our way and takes twice the effort to pull ourselves back onto the right path. Gilbert's book is inspiring - thought provoking...

I first discovered the energizing health benefits of yoga about 5 years ago, and I’ve been practicing yoga on and off ever since. I say on and off, because my schedule has changed over the years, and...is, on that particular day. Once you get going, try this yoga routine: http://www.prevention.com/cda/article/slim-down-with-yoga/a018d786593b4110VgnVCM10000013281eac____/fitness/yoga.pilates/yoga

...always loud and direct.  Plus, even though she's this short shriveled lady with a cane and a limp, she doesn't automatically expect exceptional treatment.  There's a strong sense of independence and strength about her.  The way she carries herself is really inspiring, if that makes sense.  It encourages me to be both physically and mentally stronger. There are a few other old people like her that...

She'll never be the same Hiding under her mascara crying beneath her curls the stars that lit her world have faded and that super nova never showed so what can she do but sing along to the hurt she's...see how well she healed to see what girl you'll find behind the mascara the curls and the scars from your lies she's bigger than you and stronger than this she's the star now baby what's your wish