History essay is nearly done! I've already written about 2600 words. I've got one last point to cover, plus my conclusion, and then I need to put in the footnotes. Aack! I just want to finish it dammit!

Its 1.30 am. Why the hell am i still up and working because some lazy arse can't be bothered. And guess what, they'll get as much of the credit. How the hell is that fair? The deadline is tomorrow. How...weeks and i'm up doing it the night before. Ugh I hate people, I hate this, its going to take forever for me to sort myself out now because of some wanker who can't get there fucking arse in gear. AGH

so its halloween tomorrow, ive been stressed out lately because of my friends and because of myself. I wish little things didnt bother me as much as they did, but alas, I am so empathetic towards others...:( I also have a test tomorrow and haven't studied. ugh. I'm still not 100 percent on what I want to do with my life...so this post is totally emo right? yea I know. don't judge me, i kill you. -gwen

Te levantas y sabes que hoy no será un día como los demás, miras el reloj y te aseguras de que tienes tiempo de prepararte. Trabajas por la tarde pero te has levantado a las ocho de la mañana por una razón...ni nada le han pegado la puñalada. En fin, en que mundillo nos tenemos que mover... Si pasáis por el stand de Norma, sacad el piano que no tiene culpa de nada y luego prenderle fuego con todos dentro :

Stressed, depressed and I have insomnia.  Which is the symptom, which is the cause? I never used to understand why people cut themselves but today after accidentally picking a scab off my leg and watching...but I just get told to work harder for what I want. Is blood a relief? Maybe... Tomorrow, I'm going to try channel my need for pain into something constructive, make myself stronger, punish myself

I swear I'm getting sick once a week... Or this migraine is caused by the stress of Algebra vocabulary, Physical Education articles, and two English essays piled in one night. AND GUESS WHAT GAIZ, IT WAS ALL ASSIGNED TODAY AND IS DUE TOMORROW! ... :/

eat so fucking much today. also managed to c/s when i got home but i didn't even have the energy to deal with yet another fucked up binge so i stopped. had since i got up at 7: cereal, chilli con carne...love her she's one of the best things in my life. I'm so worried and theres fuck all i can do to help. life is fucking hard sometimes. Bring on November....i just want it to be over already... xox

...in turn, I've been getting horribly sporadic sleep. And I find I don't participate in class as well, which is one of my fortes. I love lolcats and loldogs. They make me so happy and break up the stress of studying. Since the election is ending in five days, that means my sister will be home soon. I miss her. She's in Denver now, and previously she was in Columbus, Ohio, and Flint. She's having...

It's happening again. That $3,000 regret of an automobile is acting up again, and this time it means business. For those of you who don't know/care/remember, the problem it has is that the engine will...lose your job because you suck at it. Getting laid off means the employer no longer has the means to pay you, so they are unable to keep you. In short: Fired = You suck. Laid off = The economy sucks

Ok, am now officially stressing. On the day I have to move a million boxes and a tv, some decorators show up and start ripping up the floor in the hallway and on the stairs. I freak out a little but...in Brighton, God bless her. I have no TV to entertain myself and may just lie down with the lights off for a while!! Through all of this, thank God for Catherine. Let's just gaze and be calm...