Did you know that if you search LJ for the word "stress" you get over 2.6 million hits? And over 172 million on Google?

Hello my lovelies!    Whew it's been awhile hasn't it? Okay to start off. Let's do a little meet and greet of the most amazing person ever.   Ready? Okay. This is Lee. He's my GayBoyBestie as...been wondering where I've been hanging out.  The answer is Tumblr.  Slightly addicting. But I got added to the LGBT section in the directory. I'm "The Plaid Pondering Lezz" Lol. Creative I know.

Now missing one wheel and making a weird glitchy movement in the door, our dishwasher has decided that cleaning dishes is now secondary to being pretty.  It isn't even a very pretty dishwasher.  It's...March 1, so that is all my home-time gone, and I have a major project at work due the middle of next week so it's not like I can start leaving early or anything.  It's gonna be awesome, I tell ya

So. This year is starting off to be awful. Just fucking awful.  School is already causing me more fucking problems than I need. The situation as it is currently: I didn't get all my credits in...I'm going to have to prolong coming out to them. Which finally means I'm gonna have to be miserable for another fucking year. All because some guy didn't put my name on a fucking list. Fuck 2010.

Mom: Jordan. You have to call Ms. Daniels and figure out what's going on with your status. Me: I know that. I've tried callin- Mom: I don't need to hear tried. You need to contact her and figure out what's...of feeling like a worthless piece of shit, attempt suicide, hate yourself for being gay, and basically throw your scholastic life down the crapper? I need to be free of this place. Entirely. Just. Free

This time round is more tiring and stress than the 1st time. I think age is catching up. Sometimes, too tired to move around. Pelvic pain is killing me. I cannot walk, sit or sleep when in pain. Some days, it is less painful than other days. But it is still there. When S sees me in pain, he advised me to take out "Peter Pan" and go ahead with I was going to do. Only put him back when my task was...

As usual SCHOOL IS KILLING ME!!! I finally get into the swing of my new classes then BANG!!! I have like 5 assignments due (all at ONCE) anyway... To update I have transcripts from E, but not KC yet, 2/3...or getting behind on class work YIPEE!!! I'm not really as stressed as I make it sound but I would love it if weekends were more like 4 days long ^^ TTFN to all my tea cozies and furry friend