...is noting to be done about it. =( Its not easy getting over this feeling, especially when you have nothing to do. Or rather when you don't want to do anything. I hate this god damn feeling. Bah! Other than that life is just as boring as always nothing new and to poor to buy anything new. Fucking sucks. Wish I had something fun to report, but I don't. Sadly. Hope my next update won't be as gloomy.
At this time of October everyone is excitedly anticipating the holiday where they'll all get to dress up, look stupid and eat too much. Not so for me. I used to want to celebrate Halloween but my opinion...movies at one of their houses, but I declined. There are few people I'd willingly spend so much time with and horror movies suck. I have to go off to an 8 hour rehearsal in an hour or two so that's all
I want to live in a world where money is just a myth; where learning is for free and living won't cost anything. Vacations makes me realize how financially unstable we are now. There's just a lot of...education, well bred people and average life style; it's hard to take hundred steps downward. It's hard to give up all the things you were used to and go to something that is more uneasy. It hard to let go
Dear my non-existent viewers, as I expect you have already acknowledged, it's the 27th October 2008, three days till halloween. I was going to keep this journal strictly slash, but that would make...getting on livejournal more often *hint,hint* Love from this loser called Switch. And since google earth can link you to my location, I'm gonna stick something slightly interesting in there
I hate it when my parents get home, more specifically my father. Everything is quiet and peaceful when it's just me and my sister, cuz we're each in our rooms, watching TV or whatever. But then my father... and that she doesn't even bother to try. When does she speaks up, it's feeble and she shuts up as soon as my dad makes one "I don't care. If they want ice cream they'll have to deal with it" comment
I watched saw 5 premiere. I was also scoping out the High School Musical 3 line. OF COURSE IT WAS TINY BECAUSE IT'S A SCHOOL DAY KIDDIES. Hur hur hur. Anyways, it was horrible. I pretty much predicted...a cult following so my opinion doesn't matter much. Lots of gore as usual but I'm curious to watch Saw 2-4. I'm semi interested but I think I'll get too bored so no. I wouldn't watch it again. EVER!!
Although it’s like beating a dead horse I just have to say something. What is going on in the world? I was sitting in class the other day and overheard someone say I read this book it’s was good but...about trying to label myself and the other day I realized that i'm a music fan, and I think I should just leave it at that. p.s. I don’t claim to be right, or even to be an expert just my two cents
Life sucks sometimes! These next 7 months in school are probably going to be hell for me. I wish people didn't know me, I would rather be a loner then go through what could possibly be coming my way. I just need to focus on Tokio Hotel, my school work, and the people that are close to me, and try tuning the rest of the world out... wish me alot of luck, please! I need it.
