but is finding creative excuses to skive..just what is going on in your head ?  xxx " What's wrong with falling down?" she asked. " heh, you can always stand up back again" they say. xxx  Another fallen...own life, however hardpressed i am. Because, nothing is solved and the pain if forever more. xxx rest in peace,it's awful to have to say goodbye, just as i had bid u well few seconds ago. that's life

I have literally killed my relationship with G, with my own 2 hands, with the words i use on her. I cannot help or control the rage within myself. I have tried it worked while i was going for therapy but... we lost our friendship in the midst of falling inlove. Lately i have been feeling more anger towards her, this relationship rather than feeling the love i used to. Why does a perfect thing go bad

Myspace still isn't working. I'm gettin' cold sweats now. Gettin' the shakes! Maybe I should go smoke some crack... In the mean time, enjoy pictures of events that have occurred recently in my life... Who am I kidding I'll just go kill myself instead. Gov'ment came an took ma babbbehh.

Myspace is not working. I'm so distressed. So distressed. Which is why I guess I'm writing here, for you see livejournal, as god has forsaken me, I have forsaken you. Oh, it's not that I don't enjoy writing...on what angle I jump at, I may sprain an ankle. God forbid. I'm going insane. I'm going to go check if myspace is working yet. If not, I bid you all adieu. Goodbye cruel world. This time I won't brb

Слушайте, а почему никто , говоря о группе Crystal Castles , не вспоминает Suicide ? Раньше о такой параллели тоже не задумывался, а сейчас понял, что она прямо-таки напрашивающаяся.

...a nerdy guy. Later, I ate dinner with a couple friends, and that cute girl I got cock blocked from before. Then I got a phone call and a whispered voice from L, "Help me..." She was ready to commit suicide. She had pills to numb the pain, and a box cutter to do the deed. She was an old fuck buddy of mine, who later became a good friend. She was depressed, and wanted to end her life. I didn't ask...

...now and nothing compared to the 60+ page paper I will have to come up with next year (whua!), but still… So we talked about that for a while and when I told her that I was interested in the Japanese suicide problem and am thinking about writing about that, she was highly interested and also surprised to hear that the suicide rate of Japan is one of the highest worldwide. I said that I think japanese...

Tick. Tick. Tick. The clock's hands erasing time, Counting down minutes to the end. The scars on my arms Mark the depression Of an individual in righteous pain. Ending my life has been a Blunder...here I sit counting down seconds Towards my perfect hell My utopia My haven The one place where I will be. . . Happy. I can wait no longer. . . To the blade in my hands: Take me to my perfect hell

**Depressed post - feel free to keep on walking** I don't think I was too proud. I was happy at my progress, proud of how far I had some, but not excessively so. Everyone said I should be proud. But...down, away from the sun That shines to light the way for me To find my way back into the arms That care about the ones like me I'm so far down, away from the sun again Oh no, Yeah, I'm gone

... I am so grateful for my church. It humbled me that today's topic touched on suicide, addictions, and loving oneself. The same issues I have been struggling all along and which were highlighted this past week. Today's story was of Jonah- my pastor's theory is that Jonah was suicidal...