It is interesting to notice that when I'm really shocked, some appropriate song pops into my head like background score in a movie. I'm posting an Initiation Tool again; I actually wrote it only a couple... että yritin kävellä niin ryhdikkäästi kuin suinkin on mahdollista, niska suorassa ja kädet sivuilla, luultavasti ylpein jaloin. And that's all, I think. I just wanted to put that Tool here fresh

Right now I'm waiting for a friend to come by. She's a very dear person, she's saved my life countless times. When I was a teenager and already angsty and everything, she was there to help me, just by...I may wear my leather jacket again. It's hopelessly broken, though, so maybe I should get a new one. And that's the way the cookie crumbles. (Speaking of which, I should go and eat something now.

Initiation Tool 10... no use in re-writing it here. Lots of names that belong to people in my past. Not interesting. Instead, Initiation Tool 11 (list 50 things you’re proud of) Arranging...I might have insulted. Everyone is free to think exactly how they wish and no-one is to take me seriously, unless they want to. Oh, I gotta go now. I'm going to my parents' to have some dinner

The night before this was curious. I was so full of disturbing sexual energy (unresolved sexual tension - my favourite trick in a short story, btw) I had to do something even mildly helpful. And so I bit...food travels a circle inside a microwave oven 100)                       working out in the gym Arranged in alphabetical order. Original order was biased ^^

Kissing is good. Makes me forget stupid things and remember better things. It's inspiring, even. And it seems that the better I know the one I'm kissing, the sweeter it tastes... (yes, I kissed an emo girl the previous evening, and gods it was hot

Normally I don't hate winter at all. I've always liked warm clothing 'cause it covers one's body well. But now it's not only cold but slippery as well. Ice is lovely, but not on the road. It's unthinkable...I find it very hard to chat with him without my sister being there as well. I'm not as social as I sometimes appear to be. Just talking can be enormously challenging. Need something woollen to wear.

This morning was horrible. I woke up with a sore throat, stomach ache and, as a result of the previous two, a deep feeling of self-loathe. Didn't go to class. I was ready to go, and then the exhaustion...don't talk about Fight Club. ^^ Shit. There it goes again. My mind wandered to studying and made me think of all the things I missed by skipping today's lecture and small group. Cannay write no more

It's not insomnia. But I'm not tired. I'm still not tired. I know my 'sleep rhythm' is a big joke to begin with, but this evening I really thought I'd fix it. Fwah. As if. Moreover, right now I have to...me immensely. All those small ideas just flowed to my head... Looking at them now, I don't think they could be very much more, well, me. I'm fairly predictable, it seems. What a pity, really

Today I went shopping with a friend. I've needed a black button-down shirt since, well, forever and still didn't find one. Typical. The main problem seems to be that even if the cut of a shirt is great...called Berserk, it's been really impressive so far. But those two people seem to have always had a pretty good picture of what I like to watch. So it's not really very surprising. ^_^ I love them.

And now I'm here. Never thought I'd be. In LJ I mean. Probably the main reason I created this account is that I'm reading Julia Cameron: The Right to Write and as I do the writing tasks, I thought maybe...särmikkäämpi persoona, sitä selkeämmin sen hahmo näkyy peiton alta, kulmat ja isot muodot ja sellaiset. Siinä saa tosissaan tehdä töitä, jos haluaa käydä uskottavasti jostakusta aivan muusta.