I love her! She's so thin and beautiful. I want to lok like her. 110 and beautiful. I will look like this. I WILL!

Hey everyone, I weighed myself two days ago and I was 124 pounds. I officially gained 14 pounds since my last check up, Its time to fix that. I want to be 115 pounds again. 9 pounds is no biggie....fast which started at 3pm. I will try to make it last longer, which Will most likely happen. I was wondering, though, if any can give me tips. Cant wait to here from you all, i love you, oxo

So this is my first post. Mainly I'm keeping this as a diary of my diet and weight loss. Starting today. October 19th 2008 Height:  5 feet. 6 inches. Weight: 195 lbs (  ughh!!  ...Binge Eating Disorder doesn't help my restraint. So, I'm hoping to get more control over my eating. I'm using thinspiration to help keep me on track! :] I CAN DO THIS!! 

I love thin girls. Random models: lol of course, mary-kate olsen honestly, this is my favorite Blair Waldorf

 since today went so goshdarned well */sarcasm* i needed some thinspo, and well. i found some. the picture is small i know, but isn't her body perfect? if i can get that... :) right. so since today i did not stick to what i planned i'm making some changes for tomorrow. breakfast: two pieces of toast with a bit of butter and a BLACK sugarless coffee. lunch: gum and maybe a few sugarfree berry...

...but it looks like a lot in numbers.. These past two weeks all ive seemed to do is EAT EAT EAT. Ive joined an aerobics class and run everyday almost so some of it could be muscle? I dont care.. Im just so effing hungry atm ut the scales say im my heaviest! maybe ill have some herbal ea or something. Last night i searched the internet for some good thinspo, here are a few:

edie from dottyvoddy stranger in a strange land from fotodec the adderal is kicking in JC/DC from dottyvoddy smoking in windows by dottyvoddy breakfast by dottyvoddy "I guess fashion is vital and art and stuff, but it also allows for “shoots” that are all about 30 people helping one person take photos of a 16-year-old anorexic giraffe from Estonia." from viceland

    If you wanna be like them............ You gotta lose this............................. then you can be real girl thinspo like these..........  

... Homework needs doing.... Just ordered a huge poster of the periodic table on amazon. hah. I'm such a nerd. and soon I will be A THIN NERD!!!!! MUWAHHAHAHAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!! x OH btw. Thinspo song: Creep by Radiohead. "... I want to have control. I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul. I want you to notice when I'm not around. I wish I was special - you're so fucking special"...