...blog on it later about the chaos next time when I'm not lazy ;) BUTTTTT when I was facebooking, I saw a SS501 quiz call " Which SS501 member are you? " and my result? is my bb ♥ :DD heck, I wasn't even trying to lie and get him, I just took it randomly since I am currently tired, annoyed, piss, stress, and all those junk, LOL. But the result is JJANG ♥  [ BYE! ] /drools @ my bb ♥

 I want to cosplay someone from Durarara!! now. And I've only finished the first episode~ Caught up~ Now I want to cosplay Izaya and the one school-girl whose name escapes me. |D

Finals week, I can just hear the doom song playing in the background. I'm ready for them but I'm so tired, a paper due tomorrow, two papers, an oral transcription and a presentation due Monday, also my last one is on next Friday. le sigh. :-S On the upside next Saturday I graduate from college so I guess I can't really complain :-D but it seems so far away. oh well... off to finish a paper.

ДЕКАБРЬ. Декабрь, месяц мой любимый, Дома покрыл ты слоем льдин. Декабрь, ты такой ранимый! Декабрь, ты, как я, один. Декабрь, месяц мой любимый, Ты чист как детская слеза. Декабрь мой незаменимый...душе вернул навек. А где-то там проходит мимо Мой самый милый человек. fenukc (c) 2009 Интересно, увижу ли я когда-нибудь еще хоть разок декабрь таким, каким я его описал в стихотворении?! :

...crying and exhaustion. Finally caved under threats from my friends, hijademusica , creolewonder and my mom. :-S Bought the farm and went thy checked everything still have no clue what's wrong but Dr. Hubbs gave me toradol shot and I finally got sime rest. Was slightly wasted and definitely tired (still am) but I fell ten times better than I have the past few days. So wootness!!!

на второй неделе у меня произошёл моральный срыв. кагбе усталость. и стало всё как раньше. а пока держалась, было всё хорошо, и совсем не хотелось ныть. ну ничего! сегодня опять возьму себя в руки.

Haiz , lots of homework to be completed!! Geog , lit , maths. HAIZ! Having Korean Classes tmr:D YEAH!! Can chat with Amanda! Haiz, dont even know if we will be going out after the Korean lesson..~! TIRED! I shall go and recap all those korean words:D:D

1 month has gone and I am a different person in myself. I am more of a silent guy. Maybe it is the personality of my star. I go back to my shell and shut everything out. Or am I am trying too hard that.... This is my own problem. The only solution now is for me to get out and be myself again. Whatever I do, I always have X by my side. This is the true consolation, that is why I am still in this "island.

  I've been out all day since eleven this morning. I got in from work at ten o'clock tonight so i'm awfully sorry if I haven't commented on peoples posts. I have read all on  on my friends list but I'm so tired now, I just want to go to sleep. I can have a lie in tomorrow all being well. But then I'm at work again tomorrow evening. Goodnight all.

 *. . . . * mind is filled with the up coming COMPETITION on sat. .  . early in the morning no one jio mi out to play or what OMG only 3 day of my HOLIDAY LEI!!!! WHERE ARE U GUYS? NO 1 JIO MI OUT.....nitz   [today met few frenz on court and learn some new stuffs but importantly i did DO something for a improvement] BTW i'm also blogging @ http://sky-mylimit.blogspot.com/ :D