...my iPod on the bus ride home Last night,  my mom forced me to go with her and my brother to this place with inflatables, mini-golf, ice cream, a restraunt, and an arcade. It was all right, I guess. Today, I didn't go anywhere yet. I just listened to my audiobook, downloaded songs on LimeWire, got on TH and LJ communities, and other stuff I can't remember. I'll update more later. Bye. -Tornblackrose

A quiz I did: CIRCLE ONE: THE OUTSIDE 1. What's your name: Keisha 2. How tall are you: 58 inches tall 3. What color are your eyes: hazel 4. What color is your hair: dark brown 5. Are you Male or Female...cereal Who's in the room with you? --> I'm by myself On a scale from 1-10 how's life right now? -->3-5 Do you drink coffee? -->not really Are you allergic to anything? -->i'm lactose intolerant

Hello. I am not even tired. My dumb parents treat me like I'm nine and force me to go to bed at 9:15PM. But I'm still awake. Hah! It feels good to cry. I feel like I'm slipping in another low again....make me feel okay. I want my suffering to end. My mean parents are pissed at me, because I'm bouncing into strong lows again. I wish I could tell them it's not my fault. I feel so alone right now.

...lap-top because it was being stupid -rode the bus home -got on my computer (TH, email, and my story) -did my Music Theory homework -listened to my audio book -looked at communities on LiveJournal -looked up pictures on my computer of Hawthorne Heights (They're SO cute!) :) -ate dinner And other crap I can't remember. I want to work on my story again and take my shower. Later. -Tornblackrose

...a few math problems and my bio poem draft for homework for Tuesday. We have no school on Monday. Now, I'm listening to "That's What You Get" By: Paramore on iTunes. My playlist has 57 songs. I'm getting my hoodie........ OK, now I'm wearing my oversized turquoise Madeira Beach hoodie with some blue, white, and brown flowers on the front. I have to go take Serequeol now. Later. -Tornblackrose

I'm crying right now, as I type this. -I think my friends forget I exist -I'll be lonely forever -I'll never have true friends -Getting over what HE did to me: It's getting reallly hard for me -School is about to start- another year of darkness and depression for me -I don't know what my future has for me- most likely nothing -my parents don't like me that much anymore because I'm changing

... still taking my medicines.  Last night I had a really weird dream: I cut my arm six times and then I saw HIM. He was standing right in front of me. I can't remember how he looked. I just woke up when I saw HIM in my dream, and started crying. It reallly scared me.  I don't have really anything else to say. I'll update more later. Going to go on my walk now. Later. -Tornblackrose (Keisha)

Hi. Me here. This morning, I had an appt. with my psychiatrist- Dr. G (no, not the girl Dr. G who looks at dead people). We talked about alot of stuff- how I've been feeling, my past experiences, and...08. The last cuts I made left white scars. I hope no one can notice them. If you ask me, I actually like the cuts and scars on my arm. (Currently, I only have the scars). I gtg. Mom's coming!