OMG MY MUMMY SAID UEDA IS CUTE!! ueda, you're soooo not man like you perceive yourself to be. :p:P:p:P:p:P:p she made my heart flutter~~ *___* lol~ she also went to flip through all my idol magazines... although not to look for ueda.. keke.

gah. i don't know what to think of my dreams. they're just undecipherable! *slaps forehead* but then again, i've actually stopped trying to analyze my dreams since i never got anywhere save for that messy...appear in the furnishings department. why can't i dream of them in the flesh!?! maybe my brain knows it won't be able to take the massive flail? seeing as how we went gaga over just their names. X

yay! today marks the day the man of my dreams, literally, was born 26 years ago! ueda! お誕生日おめでとう!! ^.^ you're such a talented doll. er, i mean man. XD sorry i can't get over how your hairstyle... - probably not within the year though; i'm a broke procrastinator -  so let's go boxing together someday! lol~ i hope you'll spend a fun-filled day today with your beloved family & friends~

the room was fairly crowded with dark wooden flooring and mirrors lining the walls from the ground to the ceiling. there were even horizontal bars nailed to the mirrors which reminded me of our dance...then comes the climax.   i. woke. up!!!!   what the hell. 何なんだよ、それ！もう！やだよ！！i don’t remember who that friend was and i don’t know what other flowers ueda used. *sigh* i wish it weren’t a dream.