they think im completely numb. nah im not kids. if your not interested you can just say. gracious i feel ugly, oh god i feel so goddamned ugly... I feel just like zacky does in my story... God im so fucking ugly. Diet, now and no im not bothered you stupid stupid stupid body. been reading synacky all day, i suppose it makes me feel even worse, but its so goddamned good, god i feel so ugly,...

My warranty has expired. The binary code that somehow paints my DNA like a third grade picture is showing 2's and 3's I wish I had been born a 0 or a 1 Maybe then I wouldn't feel so out of place in this... I feel like the lame fish that swims in the corner of the tank, the one that they want to flush but they have to wait til it dies first. Just please give me a reason, I hate this plac

Today I made a comment about how I've been eating too much lately and am starting to get fat. My friends just nodded along and agreed with me. I must be fatter than I thought.

...wawa at  about 3:30 a.m. I missed and covered myself in gasoline lol Like I said, I was wasted and it was about 3:30 in the morning. That's what happens when half of your brain cells are dead and ugly dykes join pretty dykes online communities (Reminds me of that episode of Family Guy where Megan goes clothes shopping and the people light themselves on fire when they see her wearing the jeans and...

...a lot of things. I looked at myself in the mirror a hell of a lot differently. I looked in the mirror and thought: “Really, she probably wouldn't"   Because you look at me. And you see an ugly, fat, stupid, dim-witted, hideous, weird teenager with nice hair. She’d probably take one look at me and everything that we ever talked about, conversed about, bragged about, cried about, laughed...

Chega de postar em inglês. Minha idéia fazendo isso era treinar meu inglês e ser entendido por pessoas de todo o mundo, mas me fazia ficar pensando muito em como escrever e acabava me desconcentrando do...quanto à vagabundagem, à não ser que as empresas não contratem gordos ridículos e retardados como eu disconfio. Bom, post totalmente de desabafo e escrito direto sem revisar. Deve estar uma beleza

I feel like fucking a sleestack today. I would settle for that. I know they have webbed hands but at least they wouldn't read the ingredients list of off the back of a Fiji Water bottle to me after 1/2...laid for the last time. I have pornographic movies in my apartment, and lubricants, and amyl nitrite... [the group leader takes the mic] Sad, sad, sad…but still not smoking. YEAH ME.    

Huhu here to blog. Boring boring day and I ate alot alot alot plenty much alot alot alot many. Ham bread Mcspicy Donut Kueh bolu Pizza Some other fried stuff Apple OMG. OK had afternoon class today...love B B See and Jacques Oei!!! Muahaha. OK. Class tomorrow. Damn sian. Oh and JJ's latest album is niceee. 10x better than Jay's.        Oh gosh I suddenly have the craving for Japanese foooood.

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