...worse than when I was in high school. At least then I could think about the future and going to college and how great that would be. I went. It was great, dare I say awesome even. But here I am 23, unemployed, piles of debt that I can't pay off, completely broke, and no relief of the horizon. What the hell? At least I know that I can keep trying and maybe I'll get something... Right?!? Anyway, on...

Just filed for my last check for unemployment. That would be 26 weeks. Talk about retribution for certain spells cast. or not anyway that's 6 months of unemployment checks and money from tarot readings...head designers for Ecko put a posting looking for a wovens designer. After emailing that wovens are my specialty, he tells me I'm overqualified. Jeez, what does it take to get a fucking job. Grrrrr

I don't mean to bitch. I am greatful for the opportunities that come my way. I am greatful for the ability to do the things I do and go where I go. But I am so tired of only getting interviews from places...classes on time due to the fact SEATTLE IS GRIDLOCK FROM 3PM to 7PM. Some days it took an hour and a half to get home from Shoreline. I feel like I am beating my head against a brick walls sometimes

I got fired for the first time in my life yesterday. It was stupid and unfair, I think. I stopped by the Chinden store today to get my last check and the Daisy, who was working, seemed to agree with me... I have no idea how I'm going to make my car payment. I just hope I can leave this place in December. Plus, I've been sleeping until eleven or noon. Fucking classy. On that note, I'm going to bed

Finally! I am getting calls for interviews again. I started submitting resumes to anything that looked even remotely like something I would do. Not just office manager and Admin positions. I have an interview...came... it left me. I am so tired now. Oh well. I also put a few more resume's out there. But I am getting better. Stupid cold. Still a little bored. Been playing alot of video games. :

I think I might as well give up and live off benefits the rest of my life.. Clearly there is something mentally/physically wrong with me which make me totally incapable of getting/keeping/finding a job...a job.. Off to the job centre on Friday for the benefits interview and to look for a job although I've been applying online all day today and will keep applying online (don't have a printer for CV's

Things that happened in Melbourne; I fell in love My heart broke everyday I was at his house on my own I need to live there more than anything else Things that happened when I got back; Mum found my bong and my pipe 'by accident' and threw them away I don't have a job

I am a bit nervous about this blog. I am an unexperienced blogger. I have a lot of time on my hands. The reason? I am jobless. Along with many other Americans (hopefully not you!) I am unemployed. I'll get to the reasons in another post but it is disheartening to send out resumes and not even hear one reply. I am almost done with the MLS. I can't tell you how happy I am but if I'm jobless long after...

I was told last week that I would need to fax over my medical records for the Pain Center to review so they could determine whether or not I qualify for their treatment. It's been 9...its pre-existing. You spent a lot of time in college doc, didn't ya? Anyway, I hope to back track again to when all this started, but tonights not the night for that. -Irish Ri

Im hurting. All over. I mean, this whole back thing will be the end of me.. but now I'm sick, Brynn gave me his cold. So now my back hurts, I have this HORRIBLE headcold. And I'm even more stressed than...these next couple months be over. I hate blogging when I have so much in my head that I can't focus enough to write everything down. I have all the time in the world. May as well wait until tomorrow