Jeezy chreezy have I taken some liberties. But I (heart) this. I don't think Shuh-Shuh-Gah/Amrit would ever actually say some of this, especially anything that in any way disses himself, but it's done...again. I remember that clearly, and it’s very distressing.” Terrifying , he means, but he will not say it. I understand, and that is enough. Then you are the left hand of my soul! It is enough.

I'm beginning to think Shiko no longer has any idea what the hell he wants or is even looking to accomplish. I want him to get his memories back eventually, but he thinks they aren't his to own. Except... I actually had this dream some time last year, which inspired the way I drew this , which depicted the event in a truly horrific and beautiful manner. It's five AM. I shouldn't post at five AM

I wrote this while slightly feverish. I may or may not still be slightly feverish. Thus I reserve the right to claim temporary insanity if I at a later date decide this sucks. I do not want to lose...will be time for them when we are done. I worry, still, that who Shuh-Shuh-Gah was, Before, had family. If we meet them in the south, how will I tell them that I am not him, though I wear his skin

The future sucks, even when it's good. When I have time, I will be generating some word-jizz, because I think Shikoba might be doing something of a 360. I'm not sure yet. I'd have to crawl up into his head a lot farther than I normally do with characters, and I don't have time for that right now.

The session, ah, went well. Better than advertised, which is saying something. I do not know now what I expected, but it was not this. Not strange visions of what-was and what-might, not the strange..., or that no one will suffer, is unrealistic. But there will be a better way, and if not I will make one . We will see what this ring of what-might holds for us, and then at least know what not to do.

So we've been doing a lot of pregen adventure stuff in Volkheim. And that's cool, whatever. I've said before that I may not always like the GM's content, but I like his style, and that doesn't come across as well with pregen stuff, purchased adventures. Pulling stuff out of purchased adventures is fine, sometimes they have awesome monsters, stupid traps or puzzles that make you tear your hair out,...

Tenere is the only game happening this week, unless someone tells me otherwise. Thusly, no entertainment out of me, unless you're interested my actual writing, or perhaps some insight into Qamar's thought...a waking dream for a very long time,” I answer. “There is nothing to remember, Before.” I do not think he is satisfied with this answer, but he accepts it. This will do. Still not sure I like this

Haven't done any development work for a while. Here are a few things. I have a bit half typed up detailing what Shikoba did with his roughly ten days of free time, but every time I read over it I'm dissatisfied...He remains closed off, ruffles his feathers, and, Will talk more, if. Even without knowing what he feels, I understand the thought upsets him, more than I expected. But the thought is between us now

So now that I've found suitable photo reference for Asad (and someone else drew him lawlz), I'm moving on to finding photo reference for the Volkheim party. I already have photo reference for Nokosi: I will be basing his body structure and facial features on my older brother, from some photos from his teenage years. I've heard rumor a couple of people in the game mosey on over here occasionally, and...

...thrash metal. Chaos-speak is indescribable. Ia ia, Cthulu f'taghn and all that. There are hints of these in the elemental languages, where appropriate. There will probably not be a post on this week's Volkheim session. MIND BLOWN. Must process awesomeness of boss fight and possibility the party inadvertently destroyed part of the underpinnings of the physical universe. Also, best ego stroke ever: "When...