...a cut on her forehead, and a cut on upper arm. Both are deep, and still bleeding. The head injury is bleeding more then the one on her arm. She's breathing heavily, and is barely conscious as she lies there in a heap with mud encrusted in her hair.] [ooc: Yup! Bella's back, and she in some bad shape, but she's not dying yet . She's just too weak to move right now. Mostly from loss of blood.]
...side and they pretend that they know everything. or they assume they know everything. please ask me first. i am willing to tell. i am just not comftable to be perceived as one wen i am not. if i'm weak then i shud b at home crying. but no, i DONT!!! because i know myself. i am strong more than you know i am. i can go through challenges on my own two feet. and even with no help from anyone...
I haven't been sleeping well lately. Not sleeping well at all. It takes me hours just to fall asleep and then I am constantly woken up by nightmares. In the morning I awake restless, and uneasy. I still... That was a bit off topic but I guess that is just adding to my overll feeling of patheticness and lack of energy.. I am just looking forward to the weekend, spending time with my friends and Karl.
Coffin box for the ps3 arrived this morning. Packed it up and dropped it off to the UPS store today. I've still got a sneaking suspicion that they're just going to send me a neutered one in its place, since it is a problem with its GPU, and I doubt they're just going to re-solder a new C3ll CPU and RSX GPU into the mainboard of a PS3. Assuming such a repair/transplant even would work.
...massive black bruise on me that lasts for weeks I hate that when my sister hurts me, it hurts a lot more now than it did before I was ana. I HATE that I am still fat after all of this I hate feeling weak and lost and like a failure. I hate needing help I hate that no one is helping me I hate that I'm dying inside, where no one can see, and no one can help me with that. I hate buying laxatives ...
Continuation of coldweak's poem Dahil walang magawa, magtrip na lang ng tula lagyan ng pamagat, tula ng walang magawa kung wala ka pa ring magawa, ituloy mo ang tula dahil para sa atin ito, mga taong walang magawa.
Tol`ko was ponjala kak ze mne nravicca cosplay ;DD Zalko 4to u nas takogo netu...(( I po4emu u nas ne otme4ajut Hellowin? > < ehhh..((( Mnogim,kak ja ponjala, ne nravicca moy style...xax..nu da ja...?hm...izmenica,vozmozno eto i k lu4wemu.))) ^______________________________^ ________________ To dis all them, who hate me...
