that's what i feel like i've been riding for the last year. a damn roller coaster. and not the fun kind, the kind that you wanna get off of like one minute after it's started. the perpetual up and down...and $20 is like a tank of gas so i'm fine. alright i now have food in front of me so i'm going to go sux when something that makes you so happy can make you so worried and upset at the same time..