...is more often than not. When he asks JungMin why he does any of those things for him, the red-head would smile and tell him, "Because we're bandmates, you know, friends." Then walk off. It takes YoungSaeng 3 minutes 14 seconds to get the words registered in his mind, and 2 minutes 25 seconds to realize that his stomach was turning. But he didn't know why... Or like the times the younger does...
...two million dreams, he could get over it quickly. But it was times like those that KyuJong thought it didn't matter, and he could click fast forward, getting over it as soon as possible. But when YoungSaeng speaks excitedly to him about his infatuation with a member in the group, and how he wants to tell said member, but his introverted personality wouldn't allow it. Or when YoungSaeng brings home...
...each of the papers in his hands at least twice, he placed both hands, along with the papers, on the tables. Pushing himself away from the table, off the chair, and walked over to his shared room with YoungSaeng. Most likely to throw himself against the walls for not being able to understand anything that his hyungs wrote to him. YoungSaeng, being the only one still at the table, sighed. Picking up...
...it raining today? The day after his (much more than a) best friend passed away? In the beginning, he never really liked the rain. Not when it made him feel sadder than he already was. But when YoungSaeng came along... he began to see things differently, because the older boy explained it to him. The rain, it cries with you. If it didn't matter all that much, but still hurt, it would be a light...
... because he'd lose everything. And he has lost everything before. He was broken. Torn into pieces. Unstable. And loveless. Because he gambled too much in the game of love. But when a certain Heo YoungSaeng walked into his life. He felt that maybe. Just maybe , YoungSaeng would be the one. One day, pulling him aside, he slipped a quarter into the older boy's heart. Now, looking back on it, he...
He is paper. That's what YoungSaeng thinks as he folds his 3rd heart of the hour. Paper can be torn, ripped, stepped on. Whether carelessly, deliberately, or just by accident. Paper can be crumpled up and thrown away when the person using it isn't satisfied with the results. It can be burned, leaving a mark that you can never erase, no matter how much one tries. No one ever feels bad about it...
YoungSaeng's tired. He's tired of acting. Tired of being cute and innocent all the time . Just because he was soft spoken and came from the countryside, it didn't mean that he was the perfect angel that one should look up to. Because he's not. He's not that perfect angel. He knows more than people believe. He's that bad boy that he says he is, but no one ever believes him. Not even his band...
... he took a sip of hot chocolate. Oh how he wished that he could go back in time and hold the other again. But unfortunately, he's gone. Gone from his life. Oh, how KyuJong wished that he was in YoungSaeng's memories. Like he used to be. Back when they were together. Smiles happy and wide, warming up his heart. Laughter rich and lovely, making him want to laugh along. Eyes bright and loving, making...