Why did I tell you I invited them? Why? Something changed It's my fault... You said one of them was offering to go with me I told you I invited him some days ago You looked at me With your piercing greyish blue eyes You quickly looked away But you did it too late I saw the sadness in your eyes I could only think "What have I done?" I shouldn't have said that... Now you don't even look...

  What's wrong with you? I was scared And you laughed at me Along with your "friends" I was in panic And I screamed You laughed I looked at you You were laughing But somehow you weren't I know it You were just laughing so they didn't make fun of you I know it I see you, you know? I know every single detail about you When you think something's really funny Your laughter is very loud Your...

  What's happening? I'm really confused... You look at me But you say you don't love me... You confused me... Someone told me you love her And she loves you... What are your true feelings? They say she likes someone else They say it's not her who you like Then who is it? Someone else? Me? I want to know... The way you look at me... It's like the way I look at you I look at you You blush...

Yep, ignore this entry, I'm just putting in music. I apologize for not updating, but oh well. o_o

Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a mini skirt with a t shirt that barely covers anything? Isn't it funny you can change your music! taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music! and her own style, you give her a mouthful? ISNT IT FUNNY that a guy can...

...my bones Dipped in the blood of the past But with tension pulling me away I can feel the blood behind these bruises Tugging on my skin, tugging on my soul Pulling me out of this free fall back into your arms I would never live again like I lived then I would never live again like I have been I would never live there again With fingers wrapped tight around my throat Or so it seems I'm glad you...

...America's worst enemy, but here in the 21 century my Honda you seem so fond of discriminating against probably brought more revenue into the state of Ohio (because it was built in Doublin, OH) than your piece of shit Doge mini-van." Both my parents have worked for Delphi automotive (formally GM) for almost 35 years, and all they have to thank for that is stress, an unstable job, and discounts on...

... on me and Kyle's first date back in April, we were driving (well, he was driving, but you get the point) and he was playing this song, and he said he couldn't tell if it was "droppin plates on your ass" or "droppin plates on your wrist" Anyways, that sort of became *OUR* song. Just as we had an inside joke. Those sorts of things (yet we just don't "connect" *rolls eyes* what a pussy) Anyways...

  Have you ever wondered what your missing in your life? Well welcome to my world, where nothing makes sence to a young teenager to me. Only 15 years old and already lost in her own little world, her own little corner no one can Process or penetrate. Well that me. Melinda. Thats my name, don't let it get old. I am a very optimistic person with a somewhat extensive vocabulary. I act ditsy...

staying up till 5am school starts up again in a good 5 days. -ish filled with joy- yay :3 my friends again xD I wanna scan things, but i can't omnomnom stupid missing tablet pen, and urges to disobey...material xD Hm, still gotta redo crap. i'm going to bed, today, i shall attempted to even out my school work, YAY FOR THE GRADING SYSTEM TO CRASH BEFORE REPORT CARDS 8D I can fix some stuffs >