... there are fewer things you want to do and more things you have to do. Let me say it this way. I kind of feel sometimes that I almost have a split personality or something: There's School Libby and YSP or Summer Libby. And they're pretty different. I mean, there are things that one would do and one wouldn't, one believes and the other disregards. I really, really prefer Summer Libby. I hate having...

TEMPEST CASTING IS HEEEEEREE!!! (All Island Sprites in Tech Cast)   Cast Q Caliban/Master*/Island Sprite**-Elena Alonso/Ceres/Island Sprite**-Ashley Antonio/Juno*/Island Sprite**... it's just a revolutionary concept. A boy? As Ariel? Never! It's still not quite as weird as Nathan as Falstaff. Not quite.) Anyway, I am mucho excited. I've already highlighted everything :)  

... I know). I'm kinda doing an obligation post. I'm soooo excited for the weekend, though. I can't even say. First there's a short day TOMORROW, then I walk home and at 6 I'm going to help sort stuff at YSP for the yard sale (hopefully people besides parents will be there...:)). Then SATURDAY, which starts with the open house (I'm going at (9:30 and being tavern guest), then Tempest intros at 1-4. Then...

...left off basically a year ago from now, when Hamlet was ending and Twelfth Night was just starting and we had just gotten our schedules and all that. It's so weird to think about, that I've been at YSP a year now. It doesn't seem that long, but in some ways it feels like I've been there for as long as I can remember. I was talking to Claire on one of the last shows, and I was saying how I'd been...

It's over. Over, over, over. This is still hitting me. It's so weird. This is the first time I've been without YSP since the beginning of April, because right when C and C ended, Henry started. 5 months of it, then suddenly nothing. It is not healthy. I think I might already be going slightly insane. I haven't talked to anyone besides my parents in 2 whole days (I'm not counting talking online...

Wow, again, I have forgotten livejournal in some dark, dusty corner in my brain while the prime real estate was being taken up with YSP, YSP and other things (mostly YSP).  I still can't believe dress rehearsals start in two days. That's insane. Not only that, but MY dress rehearsal is in three days. That's even more insane. Do you realize that basically a month ago we were just starting blocking...

 I am kind of emo about YSP at the moment. Or, I should say, more moody, because sometimes I'm like, 'Ughhh I'm gonna be sooooo horrible. I don't want to do this..." and sometimes I'm like "Yay, let's do this, yo!"  Actually, I shouldn't even say I'm moody  about YSP , either, because I'm really moody about Henry and being Hal in general, not YSP. I love YSP, always. I thought I really like the...

i feel worthless and disgusting and i don't want to eat anything because i don't feel good enough at all thanks to you. i have so many problems right now that i won't address until i return because i am...scholar from new orleans has had a family emergency and now we are going to bring her and i am excited to meet and talk with her. i still feel extremely fat and gross and lame and not good enough..

Interesting past few days with the Cast X and Y dress rehearsals. I mean, probably not as interesting as cast Z alone was, but still. Cast X wasn't terribly fascinating except for a few random things...during the day for at least the next week.  I will stop rambling about C and C eventually, I promise. It's just that, I have to rant about something and C and C is basically my life at the moment.

... you know, signed up for, stress I actually wanted, if that makes any sense. With school, it's more like, "Ughhhh, I so don't want to do this but I have to anyway, why can't I BE DONE???" but with YSP at the moment, I'm more like, "Oh my God I'm so excited and nervous and neurotic but I'm so excited for all this stuff to happen! It's going to be so crazy and fun and...(explodes, etc)"  -VERY LONG...