I texted Josh Last night after my last class telling him that I didn't have any classes today and so then he texts me back that he got back with his ex. I got mad, but we're still friends. I wanted a last kiss, but he wouldn't let me. Apparently they became bf and gf earlier that day, so no kiss of any kind. He wants me to be happy and find that one guy who's perfect for me. I still like him, but...

...out last night. Just because. I have seven, but they're all tiny studs and nobody really notices them, but I am damn proud of them (I have a bit of a piercing-pride thing) so wish people did. Today, Josh was standing behind me (mixed formation, w000000000t!) in choir and he poked my earlobe. 'Why'd you take them out?' And I totally snapped at him. 'So what if I took them out?' LOLZILLA. I NEED THERAPY...

Dear Josh, Leave me alone! Please realize that when I made the decision to leave you it wasn't because I was trying to be a horrible person and make you miserable. I did it because I wasn't happy at all and I had already fallen in love with my Sean. You saying you love me now won't make up for all the things that you/you're friends have said to me. I'm sick of you're stupid threats. I'm sick of trying...

...program, likely in Criminology. I'm studying the GRE book now but haven't really looked at it since the cruise almost two months ago. Halloween plans are still tentative. I can stay here with Josh, hand out candy to all of five trick or treaters, or go up to Atlanta to this party that's going on with Duff. I'd love to go to the party, but I'd love for Josh to come with me, too. Problem is that...

After Word Up, last night I texted Josh, We need 2 tik, plz?. He called me and I was shocked!I told him that I missed him and I asked what he was doing he was watching tv, and then he said that he was bored. I asked him if he was doing anything next week and he said that he didn't know and then I asked him if he was doing anything tomorrow night and he said that he was busy, and then I asked him if...

...gets me. She knows everything about me, and I (hope I) know everything about her. I know she won't judge me for anything either. Which is why, when I started having feelings for none other than Josh, the Saturday boy at work (who I really should stop calling that, because 1, he's not a boy, he's only four months younger than me, and 2, I'm a Saturday girl too!), I knew I could tell her. She met...

...in 3 months, as life is wont to do.  I'll go in more detail whenever I have the time, as I have to drop off Mom's purse to her since she left it at Uncle Duck's house last night.   Mom, Nana (mom's mom) Josh and I all surprised my uncle, who's really a very good and old friend of the family, with a birthday party.  We got him a bottle of Cognac, some puzzle books (he loves sudoku and word searches) and...

...me up. Dan from WATO was checking me out, Tom (WATO) had his eye always on me. Dan was looking at me constantly too =P so that's good. It was weird; when I was stood outside with Lucy and whatsherface, Josh kept on looking over to me...and I don't know why... >. < Anyways, I was drunk that night (Y) dancing to Fall Out Boy with Josh, and Backstreet Boys & N*Sync with Ben (YMAS manager) and Dan from...

...until I know whether or not I have the Subway job...or rather, until the man calls because he's likely calling here. But after that, I'll be going up to my mom's to stay (she doesn't know yet) to give Josh and I some space and to kind of start over with each other. That way when we're together it's just about us, we can focus on being happy and making each other happy, doing things together...going...

Josh: Josh paces in the room, holding Noah to his chest. Josh still had dirt on his face from being shoved down. Noah had a scratch on his leg from it. He watches his wife. Donna: Donna opens her eyes slowly, a tube in her mouth. The wound wasn't bad, but they had hit a vein. She blinks. Josh: Josh notices. "Hey." He hurries to her side. Donna: She attempts to talk, but it hindered by...